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Ein, zwei, drei, vier

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There is a Jewish story.

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An ordinary Jewish joke.

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A father was teaching his little son to be less afraid,

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to have more courage, by having him jump down the stairs.

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He put his son on the second stair and said,

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"Jump, and I'll catch you. "

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Then on the third stair, and said, "Jump, and I'll catch you. "

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The little boy was afraid,

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but he trusted his father and did what he was told,

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and jumped into his arms.

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The father put him on the next step, and then the next,

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each time telling him, "Jump, and I'll catch you. "

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Then the boy jumped from a very high step,

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but this time, the father stepped back

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and the boy fell flat on his face.

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He picked himself up, bleeding and crying,

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and the father said to him, "That'll teach you. "

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Here, put this sweater on.      Nuh-uh.

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Don't be ridiculous  You're shaking like a bowl of Jell-O.

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Put the sweater on

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Mom      Oh, for God's sake

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l betrothe you to me...       l betrothe you to me...

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...with this ring...      ...with this ring...

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...according to the Jewish law.

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l betrothe you to me according to the Jewish law.

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l betroth you to me forever in righteousness and justice,

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in kindness and in mercy and you shall know God.

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For you

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Well, I'm dying.

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You're not dying. You had an episode

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and they want to watch you.

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Have a nice weekend        Hm

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She's always dying        Why are you rushing

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Sorry, rounds took forever. Sorry I'm late.

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Oh, baby, no problem.

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Have a good evening        Thank you.

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You're late for Shabbat and

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you have to tell this stranger our private business

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Mom, you're lucky we come at all.

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I'm lucky you come to Shabbat Why is that  Stop eating.

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Cos it's the 21st century, cos we're not in Babylon.

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We don't have to remind ourselves to let our land lie fallow

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The whole point of Shabbat is..

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l was eleven minutes late

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You're getting worked up,

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and being worked up all the time never got anyone pregnant.

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We've been trying for 10 months

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Where does everyone have to get to         I'm not worked up

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l would just like very much to have a baby.

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So adopt        Who's really mine.

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ln China, they're throwing them into trash cans.

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Our God, King of the universe

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Adopt a baby, for God's sake, adopt a baby and then have a baby.

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You're 39 years old         That's what you did.

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That's why you can't do it,

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because l did it Being like me is such a...

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There's a feeling        No, there's not

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When he was little, l watched you.

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l watched you...watch him.

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l saw you look at each other. lt was different.

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l want that.

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You listen to me.

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There's no difference.

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Are you here

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Where are you

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I'm in here.

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Sweetie, can you come in here and sit down for a minute

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I'll be there in one second.

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Hi.

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Sit down.

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You stand up.

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Sweetie, please sit down.

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And take your coat off.

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Maybe you should take it off.

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Well

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l made a mistake.

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I'm sorry.

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l made a mistake.

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You made what

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lf l could blink my eyes and it would be a year from now...

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and we could be friends, best friends, l would do it.

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We teach across the hall from each other.

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I'll see you all the time, every day.

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But listen, l want...

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l want you to know something        Do you want...

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Yeah, thank you.

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What did you want me to know

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I'm 100 percent sure.

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ls it because l didn't say the right thing the other night

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lf you wanna pursue this drawing thing..        it's nothing.

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l just meant that if..        I'm attracted to...

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..somebody has to make some money.

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l don't...

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l can't make love if we don't talk

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l don't, l don't want this life

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Don't you want to take your coat off

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Why don't you want to take your coat off

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Oh, God

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I'm really sure we shouldn't...

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I'll see you in school.

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Come on.

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Can you explain this to me

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Mrs. Epner Green, this is chaos. Who's in charge

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lt says he has resigned

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And you knew nothing about this

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lf Mr. Green is out, why is there no substitute

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ls he coming in

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Mrs. Epner Green's class, make space for Mr. Green's class.

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Mrs. Epner Green, this is way too many kids for one room

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Really, d'you think so

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Well, Mrs. Epner Green         Ms. Epner.

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OK, the parents can go. Mr. Green will not be coming in.

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Ms. Epner will be teaching both classes.

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You don't know where he is

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Have you slept

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Don't do anything until you've slept.

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Don't think anything until you've slept.

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l have to drop her upstairs.

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lt's gonna take me an hour to get a sub.

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Love you.

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Can you watch them for five minutes

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Go. Hurry back.

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Don't let anyone fix you up with anyone.

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A friend of mine set me up on a date, I'm still recovering.

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Are you...coming on to me

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What

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My husband left me nine hours ago.

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Do you think you could control yourself for five minutes

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You betcha.

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Oh, my God

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OK. You should come in. This is bad timing

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Do you know how old l am         Yes, l do.

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l want a baby. l can't explain it.

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lt's like being hungry or having to pee.

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Please don't tell me to adopt.

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l wouldn't. l won't. l never will.

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A 65-year-old lady in the Bronx just gave birth to twins.

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So... l mean, not that that's..        Thanks.

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Should l come in

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Yes, you should come in. l just need...

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Hi, I'm here.

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Sorry.

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l heard your story. That's just horrible.

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Thanks.

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I'm gonna go        April, don't go home alone.

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lt's fine. l need to sleep.

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lt's not gonna get any worse than this.

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God, abounding in Mercy Who dwels in the realms of the High

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Nring forth true repose Under the wings of the Divine Presence

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in the great heights of the holy and pure,

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who like the brilliance of the heavens give shine

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to the spirit of Gittel daughter of Tuvia and Hannah...

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who is deceased. May her soul rest in Heaven

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To Gertrude Trudy Epner, who has gone to her lasting rest.

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Master of all, we pray to You,

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remember her worthy and righteous deeds while among the living

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and say amein.

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Amein.

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Pardon me.

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Who does the, uh, purchasing for the school

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I'm sorry

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Not the purchasing, the requisitioning.

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The office is that way.

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Thank you.

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Are you April Epner         Can l help you

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l represent someone from your past.

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Someone from your past who's looking to make contact.

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Would the discovery of the identity of

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your birth mother be welcome news

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I'm her assistant and friend. She's a celebrity.

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What kind of celebrity

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She's, she's well known. She really wants to meet you,

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but she's very cautious, you understand.

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But now l can definitely recommend it.

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You're recommending me

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You taking this the wrong way

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Here.

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Let her speak for herself.

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Dear Gabrielle,

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Did you know Gabrielle is what l named you

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l believe the time has come for us to meet.

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Let's have lunch tomorrow, Saturday,

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you and me. Narbetta Restaurant at one.

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"Your mother, Nernice. "

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Good afternoon. Can l help you, miss

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Oh, hello. Do you happen to have a reservation

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for someone named Bernice

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Yes, of course we do. Right this way, please.

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A glass of champagne while you wait

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Do you have a ladies room

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Hello, beautiful        Oh

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Thank you.

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I'm a...teacher.

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..sounds like Judy Holliday.

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You get anyone besides her, hang up.

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You won't get in unless you use my name, right

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l know, it's terrible, but we're talking about your health.

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Thank you very much        Mm.

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Let me just look at you.

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You're magnificent         What's your name

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Oh, thank you. Um, what is your name

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You got my letter        Uh, your last name

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Oh, Graves. I'm so happy you don't know it.

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Why would l..        How do you feel right now

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How do you feel

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l feel like you are the reward for

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everything l ever did right in my entire life.

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Oh         And how do you feel

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l, um... Thank you.

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I'm wondering how you can be certain you're actually my mother.

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Are you married l mean, do you have anyone

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Someone who takes you in his arms or her arms.

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God knows l only want you to be happy.

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Someone who holds you in the night when you afraid

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You didn't answer..        Doesn't matter.

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Some of the richest periods of my life

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came when l was between love affairs.

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Were you raised with brothers or sisters

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l have a brother.

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Oh, l wanna meet him.

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lt's a little soon..        Hello, you two.

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Oh, Alan, you remember Gabrielle        lt's April.

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Recovering from the abominable way l approached you

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l make for you a special mother/daughter antipasto.

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Someday I'll tell you how we have Alan to thank for this.

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l uh, l produced the show that led to this.

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l looked in the camera and the whole story just came out.

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Our story.

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Such a powerful moment        Excuse me, what is our story

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I'm sorry to bother you        That's all right.

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Alan, do you have a pen

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No, l just want to say, l love you.

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l watch you all the time.

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l think you're just the best. Enjoy your lunch.

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Thank you.

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lf you have a TV show, why have l never heard of you

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You watch local TV at 10:30 in the morning

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Never        Me, either.

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How much do you know about my parents

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l know that you lost Trudy three weeks ago,

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and you lost Julius three years before that.

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How do you know who they were

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Oh, I've known since the day l lost you.

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Were they good to you         How

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You weren't allowed to know that        l read it.

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Upside down, across the adoption counselor's desk.

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"Baby Girl Epner, born April first."

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So, it's possible.

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What         That you are who you say you are.

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Listen, l only got to have you for three days,

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but that doesn't change the fact that you are my daughter.

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You are the most important thing on earth to me.

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You must know that. Do you have children

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l think your own family might feel strange

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about you tracking me down like this.

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My family is me and you.

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lt shows in your face that you know I'm your mother.

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What about your husband         Oh, l don't have one.

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00:19:35,172 --> 00:19:37,106
What about you         ever been married

263
00:19:37,141 --> 00:19:38,472
Yes        How's that going

264
00:19:38,509 --> 00:19:40,328
You know, there's a certain presumption..

265
00:19:40,328 --> 00:19:41,553
Don't lock Bernice out.

266
00:19:41,779 --> 00:19:44,441
She loved the people who raised her        You're her mother.

267
00:19:44,481 --> 00:19:46,363
But it's natural she would have questions

268
00:19:46,363 --> 00:19:47,884
I'm sitting here

269
00:19:53,691 --> 00:19:54,857
Yes, you are.

270
00:19:55,795 --> 00:19:57,334
Ask me anything.

271
00:19:57,594 --> 00:20:00,163
You're sitting on anger. Ask me anything,

272
00:20:00,163 --> 00:20:01,755
hit hard, ask me anything you want.

273
00:20:02,809 --> 00:20:04,460
Why did you give me up

274
00:20:08,138 --> 00:20:11,369
On you will go, though the weather be foul.

275
00:20:11,408 --> 00:20:14,275
On you will go, though your enemies prowl.

276
00:20:14,311 --> 00:20:16,526
Onward up many a frightening creek

277
00:20:16,547 --> 00:20:20,313
"Though your arms may get sore and your sneakers may leak.

278
00:20:21,685 --> 00:20:24,950
What         lt's a book, by Dr. Seuss.

279
00:20:24,988 --> 00:20:27,183
Did your adoptive parents read it to you         No.

280
00:20:27,224 --> 00:20:30,990
Oh, that's a shame, because it's a map of your life really.

281
00:20:31,028 --> 00:20:34,657
The whole point of which is that every ending is a beginning.

282
00:20:34,698 --> 00:20:38,065
Now, when Trudy and Julius passed, that was an ending,

283
00:20:38,102 --> 00:20:40,835
but in a funny kind of a silver liningy way,

284
00:20:41,029 --> 00:20:42,919
it's brought us together, hasn't it

285
00:20:44,508 --> 00:20:45,839
l have to go.

286
00:20:46,543 --> 00:20:48,033
Wait. Stop.

287
00:20:48,078 --> 00:20:50,546
Don't... Don't go.

288
00:20:50,581 --> 00:20:53,448
Gabrielle         April, god damm it

289
00:20:56,153 --> 00:20:59,486
Would you like to know who your father was

290
00:20:59,523 --> 00:21:01,514
He was a famous man, now dead.

291
00:21:05,262 --> 00:21:07,162
Why don't we go to my office and really talk

292
00:21:07,197 --> 00:21:09,290
Thank you, no        We could go for a drive.

293
00:21:09,333 --> 00:21:11,563
l would like to walk        Oh, you like to walk

294
00:21:11,602 --> 00:21:12,933
You sound like your father.

295
00:21:12,970 --> 00:21:15,234
My famous father, now dead, went for walks

296
00:21:15,272 --> 00:21:16,382
I'm a walker myself, you know.

297
00:21:16,382 --> 00:21:18,801
All kinds of exercise, I'm a nut for.

298
00:21:19,676 --> 00:21:21,541
Could we slow down for just a moment

299
00:21:22,713 --> 00:21:26,308
Oh, being related like this is just incredible.

300
00:21:26,350 --> 00:21:28,284
You were saying about my father

301
00:21:28,318 --> 00:21:29,751
You hardly know me yet.

302
00:21:29,787 --> 00:21:32,278
Well, thank you, Ms. Graves,

303
00:21:32,322 --> 00:21:35,723
it was traumatic and potentially illuminating to have met you.

304
00:21:37,427 --> 00:21:39,292
l met him when l was fifteen.

305
00:21:39,329 --> 00:21:41,763
l worked in perfume        Where, exactly

306
00:21:41,799 --> 00:21:44,063
Well, four blocks that way, as it happens.

307
00:21:44,101 --> 00:21:46,569
Used to be Bonita Teller. You can look it up.

308
00:21:46,603 --> 00:21:47,810
Since l wasn't rich,

309
00:21:47,810 --> 00:21:50,359
l earned extra money working in their perfume department.

310
00:21:50,359 --> 00:21:53,389
So this was a customer         Oh, a very special customer.

311
00:21:53,390 --> 00:21:55,337
He came in to buy a gift for his mother.

312
00:21:55,337 --> 00:21:57,415
He was close to his mother, too close,

313
00:21:57,450 --> 00:21:59,914
because no woman could measure up        Who was it

314
00:21:59,950 --> 00:22:02,919
He was immediately flirtatious, but not in a boorish way.

315
00:22:02,953 --> 00:22:07,322
He was, and l say this in all humility... enchanted.

316
00:22:07,357 --> 00:22:09,848
Who was it         Steve McQueen.

317
00:22:11,495 --> 00:22:14,089
How dare you        We were deeply in love.

318
00:22:14,131 --> 00:22:15,496
Well, what went wrong

319
00:22:15,532 --> 00:22:17,625
He was single when l met him. Separated, anyway.

320
00:22:17,668 --> 00:22:19,298
l never would've gotten involved

321
00:22:19,298 --> 00:22:21,208
had his relationship been viable

322
00:22:21,208 --> 00:22:22,997
but l sensed they weren't through.

323
00:22:23,040 --> 00:22:25,531
"They" would be Steve McQueen and Ali MacGraw

324
00:22:25,576 --> 00:22:27,896
lf you watch The Getaway, you'll sense a certain closeness.

325
00:22:27,896 --> 00:22:29,615
l feel good about that.

326
00:22:30,147 --> 00:22:32,342
By the way, do you have any children

327
00:22:32,382 --> 00:22:33,434
Was it a one-night stand

328
00:22:33,434 --> 00:22:35,808
Oh, the memory lasted a lifetime.

329
00:22:36,887 --> 00:22:38,878
Your generation is so cynical.

330
00:22:38,922 --> 00:22:41,254
When was l conceived         Around the fourth of July.

331
00:22:41,291 --> 00:22:42,355
Around or on         On

332
00:22:42,355 --> 00:22:43,896
Was he right or left handed

333
00:22:43,896 --> 00:22:45,160
What kind of question is that

334
00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:46,184
Circumcised

335
00:22:46,230 --> 00:22:48,494
Catholic. l understand your parents were Jewish.

336
00:22:48,532 --> 00:22:50,090
So what  So am l        Well, God bless.

337
00:22:50,133 --> 00:22:50,839
What does that mean

338
00:22:50,839 --> 00:22:52,663
God bless that you believe in God.

339
00:22:52,703 --> 00:22:53,984
You don't believe in God

340
00:22:53,984 --> 00:22:56,806
l don't know. Watched the news lately

341
00:22:56,874 --> 00:23:00,435
I'll ask you one more time, why did you give me up

342
00:23:00,477 --> 00:23:02,945
l didn't give you up. You were taken from me.

343
00:23:04,214 --> 00:23:05,647
Didn't they tell you that

344
00:23:07,050 --> 00:23:09,518
My father was very religious.

345
00:23:09,553 --> 00:23:11,595
l held you in my arms for three days,

346
00:23:11,595 --> 00:23:13,568
praying that it wouldn't happen.

347
00:23:13,624 --> 00:23:14,955
But it did.

348
00:23:14,992 --> 00:23:18,689
He walked in, he took you, and he left me screaming.

349
00:23:18,729 --> 00:23:20,993
How do l know any of this is true

350
00:23:21,031 --> 00:23:22,965
Because it is

351
00:23:24,334 --> 00:23:29,465
All right, listen to me, and please respect what l say to you.

352
00:23:29,506 --> 00:23:35,035
l have to go home, think about this, and decide what to believe.

353
00:23:35,078 --> 00:23:36,568
OK.

354
00:23:37,414 --> 00:23:38,904
OK.

355
00:23:40,350 --> 00:23:41,681
Thank you.

356
00:23:43,754 --> 00:23:46,018
l appreciate you..        Can you drop me

357
00:23:47,591 --> 00:23:49,058
What  Where

358
00:23:49,092 --> 00:23:50,787
Back there.

359
00:23:50,827 --> 00:23:52,522
All right.

360
00:24:06,910 --> 00:24:08,537
When can we do this again

361
00:24:10,847 --> 00:24:12,940
Everyone needs family.

362
00:24:16,853 --> 00:24:18,878
l will call you.

363
00:24:18,922 --> 00:24:21,152
Let me give you my number. Do you have a pen

364
00:24:24,962 --> 00:24:26,486
OK.

365
00:24:26,830 --> 00:24:28,161
Give me your hand.

366
00:24:29,232 --> 00:24:30,722
Please

367
00:24:40,143 --> 00:24:41,872
lt's harder to lose a hand.

368
00:24:53,290 --> 00:24:56,088
This isn't just a thousand-to-one shot.

369
00:24:56,126 --> 00:24:59,118
This is a professional blood sport.

370
00:24:59,162 --> 00:25:00,993
lt can happen to you.

371
00:25:01,999 --> 00:25:03,899
And then it can happen to you again.

372
00:25:07,270 --> 00:25:08,965
l want my mommy

373
00:25:09,006 --> 00:25:11,873
Hi, everybody. Thanks for your patience.

374
00:25:11,908 --> 00:25:13,969
Oh, some more than others

375
00:25:13,969 --> 00:25:16,847
l want my mommy  l want my mommy

376
00:25:16,882 --> 00:25:18,641
Ruby, l need you to come here now. Get your shoes on.

377
00:25:18,682 --> 00:25:22,049
Why don't you come in first l mean, for obvious reasons.

378
00:25:22,085 --> 00:25:22,941
That's OK. You go ahead.

379
00:25:22,941 --> 00:25:24,526
Besides, we're having so much fun here.

380
00:25:24,561 --> 00:25:26,883
Are you sure         Of nothing.

381
00:25:27,257 --> 00:25:29,782
l want my mommy

382
00:25:44,074 --> 00:25:45,701
Pardon me        What

383
00:25:45,742 --> 00:25:47,539
We're all right. We're fine.

384
00:25:47,577 --> 00:25:51,536
You're fine  She's fine         Yeah, we're fine. Mm-hm, fine.

385
00:25:57,621 --> 00:26:00,681
Listen, I'm sorry about what l..        Shh.

386
00:26:02,926 --> 00:26:04,791
I'm sorry about what l said to you.

387
00:26:04,828 --> 00:26:06,763
Listen, I'm four weeks divorced.

388
00:26:06,763 --> 00:26:08,225
For all l know, l was coming on to you.

389
00:26:10,801 --> 00:26:12,393
Were you coming on to me

390
00:26:12,436 --> 00:26:13,926
No, l wasn't.

391
00:26:15,105 --> 00:26:16,629
Why l wasn't, l can't imagine.

392
00:26:21,445 --> 00:26:23,811
Um, this is Jimmy Ray's portfolio.

393
00:26:23,847 --> 00:26:26,611
l think he's in trouble        You do

394
00:26:27,984 --> 00:26:30,646
Sorry, what were you about to say         His printing is good.

395
00:26:30,687 --> 00:26:31,915
Really         Mm-hm.

396
00:26:31,955 --> 00:26:34,446
K's made him nervous, but he likes them now.

397
00:26:34,491 --> 00:26:36,618
He seems happiest..        He has night terrors.

398
00:26:36,660 --> 00:26:39,788
Did you say night terrors         l think they're night terrors.

399
00:26:39,830 --> 00:26:42,458
He walks in his sleep        How often

400
00:26:42,499 --> 00:26:44,626
Once, ten months ago.

401
00:26:44,668 --> 00:26:46,489
What happened         He peed in the fridge.

402
00:26:47,081 --> 00:26:48,760
Have you slept

403
00:26:48,805 --> 00:26:51,603
Oh, no. No.

404
00:26:55,078 --> 00:26:56,409
l love his hands.

405
00:26:57,747 --> 00:27:03,151
l do. l love how he uses them, how expressive he is.

406
00:27:03,186 --> 00:27:04,081
l love that, too.

407
00:27:04,238 --> 00:27:07,318
He has a little less confidence just right at the moment,

408
00:27:07,357 --> 00:27:09,951
but l think that's to be expected        Do you have kids

409
00:27:11,895 --> 00:27:13,226
No.

410
00:27:14,865 --> 00:27:17,800
He talks about his mom a lot. He seems to worship her.

411
00:27:17,834 --> 00:27:20,394
From afar. She's on a trip round the world.

412
00:27:20,437 --> 00:27:23,201
She's a painter. She's painting the world with her boyfriend.

413
00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:24,571
Oh.

414
00:27:26,977 --> 00:27:29,605
l see you outside in your car. ls that...

415
00:27:29,646 --> 00:27:32,171
Yes. l work out there. l write.

416
00:27:32,215 --> 00:27:33,375
ln your car

417
00:27:33,416 --> 00:27:35,611
l like to keep an eye on the building. lt relaxes me.

418
00:27:35,652 --> 00:27:37,415
Mm.

419
00:27:37,454 --> 00:27:39,285
So why didn't you have kids

420
00:27:40,157 --> 00:27:42,523
I've watched you. You love them. And you're...

421
00:27:42,559 --> 00:27:43,924
Old

422
00:27:43,960 --> 00:27:45,291
No.

423
00:27:46,263 --> 00:27:49,528
No, my God, no. You can't be more than what, you're 35, 34

424
00:27:49,566 --> 00:27:52,364
I'm 39 and a half years old and I've never been pregnant.

425
00:27:52,402 --> 00:27:53,584
Well, if you put it like that.

426
00:27:53,584 --> 00:27:54,930
lt looks pretty bleak, doesn't it

427
00:27:54,930 --> 00:27:57,963
No. No, it looks painful.

428
00:28:01,011 --> 00:28:02,706
And beautiful.

429
00:28:03,580 --> 00:28:05,707
And l hope you get everything you want.

430
00:28:12,155 --> 00:28:13,747
Um, dinner.

431
00:28:13,857 --> 00:28:16,863
Apparently l want dinner.

432
00:28:20,530 --> 00:28:23,328
Well, bon appetit        Oh, would you like to get some dinner

433
00:28:23,366 --> 00:28:24,938
No, l'd rather eat frozen food

434
00:28:24,938 --> 00:28:26,507
alone for the fifteenth month in a row.

435
00:28:26,542 --> 00:28:27,768
Yes, l'd like to get dinner.

436
00:28:27,804 --> 00:28:30,830
But l think you are a very beautiful woman

437
00:28:30,874 --> 00:28:31,978
and for some reason

438
00:28:31,978 --> 00:28:35,968
l decided not to go on any kind of date for at least a year.

439
00:28:36,003 --> 00:28:38,372
Why  Because I'm a fucking idiot.

440
00:28:38,415 --> 00:28:41,578
Thank you, you're gorgeous. I'm leaving now.

441
00:28:50,427 --> 00:28:52,621
Yes, l would like to get some dinner.

442
00:28:55,098 --> 00:28:57,862
Best friends  He said that         Mm-hm.

443
00:28:57,901 --> 00:28:59,763
ls this man entirely intact

444
00:29:00,034 --> 00:29:02,986
You know, we were best friends. l loved him.

445
00:29:03,406 --> 00:29:06,569
Kept hoping one day, pop, he'd be a grown-up.

446
00:29:07,611 --> 00:29:09,476
So your wife was seeing someone else

447
00:29:09,512 --> 00:29:11,207
Pretty much everyone else.

448
00:29:11,248 --> 00:29:12,977
l was too much for her.

449
00:29:13,016 --> 00:29:14,677
For your wife         Mm-hm.

450
00:29:14,718 --> 00:29:16,379
I'm sure she didn't feel that way.

451
00:29:16,419 --> 00:29:18,114
She told me        What did she say

452
00:29:18,154 --> 00:29:19,883
"You're too much for me."

453
00:29:19,923 --> 00:29:23,195
Ohh  So was it just out of the blue

454
00:29:24,027 --> 00:29:26,825
lt was out of the blue because l was an idiot.

455
00:29:26,863 --> 00:29:29,627
l came across the ocean to be a blind idiot.

456
00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:32,195
This woman may actually let her kids

457
00:29:32,195 --> 00:29:33,448
grow up without knowing their mother.

458
00:29:34,704 --> 00:29:36,228
l hope not.

459
00:29:37,807 --> 00:29:39,832
How can you know if someone's your mother

460
00:29:40,477 --> 00:29:43,009
l mean, literally, if someone says they're your mother,

461
00:29:43,009 --> 00:29:44,115
how can you know for sure

462
00:29:45,615 --> 00:29:47,310
DNA test, l guess. Why

463
00:30:01,598 --> 00:30:03,896
l mean, you don't not look like Steve McQueen.

464
00:30:05,468 --> 00:30:07,834
ls she a credible person         l have no idea.

465
00:30:10,373 --> 00:30:13,342
My God, you have a chance to get to know your mother.

466
00:30:15,445 --> 00:30:17,003
Yes, l guess l do.

467
00:30:19,215 --> 00:30:21,206
What do you write in here

468
00:30:21,251 --> 00:30:22,718
Books.

469
00:30:23,720 --> 00:30:29,721
Jackets. Jackets for other people's books. For now.

470
00:30:42,539 --> 00:30:44,769
Get a hair        I'm sorry

471
00:30:44,808 --> 00:30:46,790
For the DNA test. Get a hair.

472
00:30:47,131 --> 00:30:48,752
Oh.

473
00:30:49,646 --> 00:30:50,977
Thank you.

474
00:30:54,217 --> 00:30:55,616
Well.

475
00:30:57,066 --> 00:31:00,081
l don't wanna say good night        l don't either.

476
00:31:04,694 --> 00:31:05,895
You suppose my son would notice

477
00:31:05,895 --> 00:31:08,102
if l just didn't pick him up from his play day

478
00:31:08,260 --> 00:31:10,498
I'm sure he'd understand.

479
00:31:14,704 --> 00:31:16,535
OK, l need you to do something for me.

480
00:31:16,573 --> 00:31:18,883
l need you to get in your car. Which is your car

481
00:31:19,376 --> 00:31:21,945
Yeah, l need you to get in your car and drive away, first.

482
00:31:21,945 --> 00:31:23,034
Because l can't.

483
00:31:23,069 --> 00:31:24,570
Will you do that for me

484
00:31:24,698 --> 00:31:26,434
Seriously         Yes.

485
00:31:28,634 --> 00:31:30,618
You will go home, right

486
00:31:30,618 --> 00:31:33,937
l won't find you guys here in the morning wearing the same thing

487
00:31:35,859 --> 00:31:39,920
OK. Good night        Good night.

488
00:31:43,366 --> 00:31:45,127
Maybe l should call you when you get home,

489
00:31:45,127 --> 00:31:46,160
just so you can be sure.

490
00:31:48,310 --> 00:31:52,874
l'd appreciate that. l worry.

491
00:31:52,909 --> 00:31:54,342
Yeah, l do, too.

492
00:31:57,380 --> 00:31:58,972
What are you making

493
00:31:59,015 --> 00:32:01,575
Well, it's peanut butter and jelly. And l have to confess

494
00:32:01,618 --> 00:32:04,873
that we don't share your countrymen's love of peanut butter.

495
00:32:05,922 --> 00:32:08,354
And jelly isn't jelly.

496
00:32:08,354 --> 00:32:10,123
That's another thing l have to have a word with you about.

497
00:32:11,161 --> 00:32:14,130
Well, if you were in England, what would you be making

498
00:32:14,164 --> 00:32:16,564
This would probably be cheese and pickle.

499
00:32:16,599 --> 00:32:18,726
Did you say cheese and pickle

500
00:32:18,768 --> 00:32:20,099
You don't know what pickle is.

501
00:32:20,136 --> 00:32:22,400
You give me a hard time about peanut butter and jelly

502
00:32:22,439 --> 00:32:23,736
and you say cheese and pickle

503
00:32:23,773 --> 00:32:26,920
I'm defending food to an Englishman.

504
00:32:26,920 --> 00:32:28,332
ls that happening to me right now

505
00:32:28,611 --> 00:32:32,877
Our sex life was dominated by her artwork, you know

506
00:32:32,916 --> 00:32:34,349
What do you mean

507
00:32:34,384 --> 00:32:37,410
Well, she liked to depict acts of autoeroticism.

508
00:32:37,454 --> 00:32:39,319
Oh

509
00:32:39,355 --> 00:32:43,336
l sometimes make toast and have tea

510
00:32:43,721 --> 00:32:45,721
after I've brushed my teeth,

511
00:32:46,463 --> 00:32:49,830
and l don't brush them again. Do you ever do that

512
00:32:49,866 --> 00:32:54,633
No, no, no, l can't. I'm, um, I'm British.

513
00:32:54,671 --> 00:32:57,435
..beautiful girl and l want you to know it

514
00:33:02,512 --> 00:33:04,605
l was never happier to get a call.

515
00:33:04,647 --> 00:33:08,378
Hello        Hello. Have you eaten yet

516
00:33:08,418 --> 00:33:11,319
Um, actually, no        Oh, come with me

517
00:33:11,521 --> 00:33:15,080
Our show went well today, despite our best efforts,

518
00:33:15,124 --> 00:33:17,388
so, everyone's in a good mood, OK AJ

519
00:33:17,427 --> 00:33:19,224
Welcome to the craziness        Hello.

520
00:33:19,262 --> 00:33:20,854
Lunch         Please. We're famished.

521
00:33:20,897 --> 00:33:22,489
Sam's         Perfect

522
00:33:22,532 --> 00:33:24,741
What do you feel like lt's a kind of a pubby place.

523
00:33:24,741 --> 00:33:27,164
would a hamburger be all right

524
00:33:27,203 --> 00:33:29,137
Oh, my God         What

525
00:33:29,172 --> 00:33:32,164
You're a little anaemic, aren't you

526
00:33:32,208 --> 00:33:33,607
Runs in the family.

527
00:33:33,643 --> 00:33:36,475
Actually, l would just like a hamburger.

528
00:33:37,080 --> 00:33:39,006
Oh. OK. Come on.

529
00:33:39,006 --> 00:33:40,035
So, Janeane Garofolo,

530
00:33:40,035 --> 00:33:42,417
you've lived in the West Village for a long time,

531
00:33:42,619 --> 00:33:45,102
what's it like when the denizens of the village

532
00:33:45,102 --> 00:33:46,321
come out and march about

533
00:33:46,489 --> 00:33:47,820
ln Gay Pride         Yes.

534
00:33:47,857 --> 00:33:49,791
l have a particular favorite gay.

535
00:33:49,826 --> 00:33:51,418
You do         l do.

536
00:33:51,461 --> 00:33:54,399
My favorite gay is the bantamweight Latino

537
00:33:54,399 --> 00:33:56,325
in the gold lame short shorts.

538
00:33:56,360 --> 00:33:58,580
Lace front short shorts.

539
00:33:58,580 --> 00:34:01,758
I'm partial to the flyweight Latino

540
00:34:01,758 --> 00:34:02,367
Do you know his name

541
00:34:02,367 --> 00:34:04,305
l don't know. but he's great on the float.

542
00:34:04,340 --> 00:34:06,570
..surf break up on the Statue of Liberty,

543
00:34:06,609 --> 00:34:08,826
so that you could actually ride a wave

544
00:34:08,826 --> 00:34:10,455
from the Statue of Liberty to Battery Park.

545
00:34:10,455 --> 00:34:12,505
That would be great        That would be great.

546
00:34:12,549 --> 00:34:14,452
lnstead of taking that ferry.

547
00:34:14,452 --> 00:34:18,686
Come on in        A hamburger is eighteen dollars

548
00:34:18,721 --> 00:34:20,985
My treat. Make it two.

549
00:34:21,024 --> 00:34:23,993
I'll have a Caesar salad        One sec.

550
00:34:27,138 --> 00:34:29,157
l can't have you in this lunch.

551
00:34:29,198 --> 00:34:31,987
Well, if you can't have me here, you can't have me.

552
00:34:31,987 --> 00:34:33,628
Thanks.

553
00:34:37,240 --> 00:34:43,440
l practically live in this room ln fact, l call it my sanctuary.

554
00:34:43,479 --> 00:34:46,346
Do you have a sanctuary         My kitchen is nice.

555
00:34:47,350 --> 00:34:49,045
Let me show you something.

556
00:34:54,657 --> 00:34:55,988
Come here.

557
00:35:03,166 --> 00:35:04,827
l want you to know me.

558
00:35:06,302 --> 00:35:07,633
OK.

559
00:35:08,404 --> 00:35:11,066
Much of this is my natural hair color.

560
00:35:13,409 --> 00:35:16,970
OK, I'll start. Much of this is my natural hair color.

561
00:35:19,015 --> 00:35:21,575
Oh  Um...

562
00:35:21,618 --> 00:35:25,110
l don't know what to... l like music.

563
00:35:25,154 --> 00:35:28,317
What kind of music         l like Fleetwood Mac and um...

564
00:35:28,358 --> 00:35:30,155
I'm very verbal during sex.

565
00:35:32,462 --> 00:35:33,793
I'm afraid of drowning.

566
00:35:33,830 --> 00:35:36,560
During sex         No, just in general.

567
00:35:36,599 --> 00:35:39,591
Um, I'm a tiny bit hard of hearing in my right ear.

568
00:35:39,636 --> 00:35:41,831
I'm a tiny bit hard of hearing in my right ear.

569
00:35:41,871 --> 00:35:44,135
Oh, see  What else

570
00:35:45,141 --> 00:35:47,041
l visit my father's grave all the time.

571
00:35:47,076 --> 00:35:49,670
Only his         What  Of course not. Both.

572
00:35:49,712 --> 00:35:51,043
Oh, of course.

573
00:35:51,981 --> 00:35:53,846
Three years ago, l had a lumpectomy.

574
00:35:53,883 --> 00:35:56,943
Oh         Oh, l was fine. But you should be aware.

575
00:35:56,986 --> 00:36:00,444
I'm getting a divorce        Oh, God, l knew it

576
00:36:00,490 --> 00:36:02,822
l could feel it. I'm so connected to you.

577
00:36:02,859 --> 00:36:05,350
What happened         l don't wanna talk about it.

578
00:36:05,395 --> 00:36:06,114
But you brought it up

579
00:36:06,114 --> 00:36:08,179
l was playing your game and it came out.

580
00:36:08,398 --> 00:36:09,626
Was this recent         Yes.

581
00:36:09,666 --> 00:36:12,032
Was there trouble for a long time         Long enough.

582
00:36:12,068 --> 00:36:14,536
Do you still want kids Of course you still want kids.

583
00:36:14,570 --> 00:36:16,299
May l use this         Oh, yes, of course.

584
00:36:16,339 --> 00:36:18,773
Here, let me have it. Let's see.

585
00:36:21,911 --> 00:36:23,242
I'll clean it out for you.

586
00:36:23,279 --> 00:36:25,770
There you go. What's mine is yours.

587
00:36:32,655 --> 00:36:34,623
l want to find this record to play for you.

588
00:36:36,125 --> 00:36:39,219
lt's Roy Orbison singing All l Have To Do ls Dream.

589
00:36:39,262 --> 00:36:43,164
lt's very rare. But when l was pregnant with you,

590
00:36:43,199 --> 00:36:45,292
l played it all the time, and l thought...

591
00:36:52,642 --> 00:36:53,973
Oh.

592
00:36:56,879 --> 00:37:00,212
Ohh, l can feel your heart beating.

593
00:37:01,184 --> 00:37:02,515
Me, too.

594
00:37:03,653 --> 00:37:07,111
The last time l felt your heart beating against mine,

595
00:37:07,156 --> 00:37:09,147
you were three days old.

596
00:37:09,192 --> 00:37:10,659
How big was l

597
00:37:10,693 --> 00:37:13,685
Six pounds, 15 ounces. Mm

598
00:37:15,064 --> 00:37:16,419
You had such a sweet face and

599
00:37:16,419 --> 00:37:18,588
the squinchiest little eyes and...

600
00:37:18,623 --> 00:37:21,894
Oh, what was that

601
00:37:23,306 --> 00:37:24,796
l don't know.

602
00:37:32,014 --> 00:37:35,848
Hi, there        Oh, hello.

603
00:37:37,754 --> 00:37:39,085
Hi.

604
00:37:39,122 --> 00:37:43,115
Hi. OK. Let's everybody pack up.

605
00:37:43,159 --> 00:37:44,490
Hello.

606
00:37:49,198 --> 00:37:50,529
Did l do something wrong

607
00:37:50,566 --> 00:37:52,431
No...of course not.

608
00:37:53,503 --> 00:37:54,834
Hello.

609
00:37:56,606 --> 00:37:59,700
I've very much enjoyed talking to you these last nights,

610
00:37:59,742 --> 00:38:02,531
but we shouldn't go out of our way to talk to each other here,

611
00:38:02,531 --> 00:38:04,279
in a private way.

612
00:38:04,314 --> 00:38:06,141
ln a private way         I've thought about it...

613
00:38:06,182 --> 00:38:07,581
I've thought about it, too.

614
00:38:07,617 --> 00:38:08,948
Let's go, Daddy.

615
00:38:08,985 --> 00:38:12,079
OK. Well, good night.

616
00:38:12,121 --> 00:38:14,180
Um...goodbye.

617
00:38:20,663 --> 00:38:21,994
One thing.

618
00:38:23,366 --> 00:38:24,581
l don't sleep, usually,

619
00:38:24,581 --> 00:38:27,781
so if you want to look up information about your mother,

620
00:38:27,781 --> 00:38:29,295
l'd be happy to help.

621
00:38:29,338 --> 00:38:31,363
Oh, boy, l am so bad at that stuff.

622
00:38:31,407 --> 00:38:33,898
At some point l..        Here.

623
00:38:33,943 --> 00:38:35,410
lt's about Steve McQueen.

624
00:38:35,444 --> 00:38:37,435
What about him

625
00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:39,675
l got your birth date from the office.

626
00:38:39,715 --> 00:38:41,671
Listen, l have to do something with the energy

627
00:38:41,671 --> 00:38:43,015
I'm spending not asking you out.

628
00:38:44,387 --> 00:38:45,718
Do you wanna know

629
00:38:46,989 --> 00:38:49,981
Steve McQueen was on the Yangtze River, it's in Southern China,

630
00:38:50,026 --> 00:38:51,687
making a film called The Sand Pebbles.

631
00:38:51,727 --> 00:38:55,424
He was there between March, 1966, and September.

632
00:38:55,464 --> 00:38:58,015
You were born in April         Yes.

633
00:38:58,434 --> 00:39:00,994
ls it possible this could've happened in Southern China

634
00:39:01,037 --> 00:39:03,062
She told me Manhattan.

635
00:39:04,774 --> 00:39:07,208
Sorry, l just don't think he could've been.

636
00:39:07,243 --> 00:39:09,852
l don't know who you are or what you want,

637
00:39:09,852 --> 00:39:11,726
but l want you to stay away from me.

638
00:39:11,747 --> 00:39:15,205
How dare you invade the life of another human being this way

639
00:39:15,251 --> 00:39:18,209
What kind of selfish, psychotic,

640
00:39:18,209 --> 00:39:20,191
compassionless freak must you be

641
00:39:20,756 --> 00:39:24,044
Do not ever try to contact me again or l will call the police,

642
00:39:24,044 --> 00:39:26,168
l swear to God

643
00:39:31,968 --> 00:39:33,731
Freddy         You sitting down

644
00:39:33,769 --> 00:39:35,100
Yes.

645
00:39:35,137 --> 00:39:36,468
She's your mother.

646
00:39:37,306 --> 00:39:39,501
Begin        l know what a risk this is for you.

647
00:39:39,542 --> 00:39:40,778
You have no idea.

648
00:39:40,778 --> 00:39:43,777
And nothing could possibly excuse my having told you a lie.

649
00:39:43,813 --> 00:39:45,303
Begin

650
00:39:45,348 --> 00:39:47,009
His name was Jack Watske.

651
00:39:47,049 --> 00:39:49,074
He was a Ukrainian boy from the neighborhood.

652
00:39:49,118 --> 00:39:51,018
A little gangly, but gorgeous.

653
00:39:51,053 --> 00:39:52,693
Did you ever meet anybody and

654
00:39:52,693 --> 00:39:54,505
know in a heartbeat you'd do whatever they say

655
00:39:54,540 --> 00:39:55,789
You dated         We courted.

656
00:39:55,825 --> 00:39:57,656
Meaning         We had sex three times.

657
00:39:57,693 --> 00:39:59,661
He told me l had a perfect body

658
00:39:59,695 --> 00:40:02,255
l was so inexperienced, l had no idea he was right

659
00:40:02,298 --> 00:40:04,053
l still have a fine body but

660
00:40:04,053 --> 00:40:05,553
of course it's never the same after childbirth.

661
00:40:05,553 --> 00:40:06,318
Would you please

662
00:40:06,318 --> 00:40:08,585
My girlfriend's parents were out of town.

663
00:40:08,620 --> 00:40:10,698
He and l were in a sleeping bag in their backyard.

664
00:40:10,740 --> 00:40:12,708
We made love.

665
00:40:12,742 --> 00:40:16,838
lt was so cold outside the sleeping bag, and so warm in it,

666
00:40:16,879 --> 00:40:20,228
and afterwards, l cried and cried and cried,

667
00:40:20,228 --> 00:40:22,159
and he pretended to understand why.

668
00:40:22,194 --> 00:40:23,842
So that's where l was conceived

669
00:40:23,886 --> 00:40:26,294
No, you were conceived a week later,

670
00:40:26,294 --> 00:40:27,763
according to a great American tradition.

671
00:40:27,798 --> 00:40:29,581
Speak English        l fucked him at a drive-in.

672
00:40:29,625 --> 00:40:31,354
What movie         Bullitt.

673
00:40:33,129 --> 00:40:35,927
Why did you lie         l don't know why.

674
00:40:35,965 --> 00:40:37,664
l thought it was ugly and ordinary,

675
00:40:37,664 --> 00:40:38,906
and l wanted to make it beautiful.

676
00:40:39,068 --> 00:40:41,332
lf l made him famous and dead, he'd be famously dead,

677
00:40:41,370 --> 00:40:43,429
and you wouldn't waste time trying to find him.

678
00:40:43,472 --> 00:40:46,805
l tried for years. He's unfindable        How convenient.

679
00:40:46,842 --> 00:40:47,777
Look, don't you think that if

680
00:40:47,777 --> 00:40:50,226
l could offer your father up to you,  l'd do it,

681
00:40:50,279 --> 00:40:52,907
whatever shape he was in         How should l know what you'd do

682
00:40:52,949 --> 00:40:55,247
Because I'm telling you         What is that worth

683
00:40:55,284 --> 00:40:58,685
I'm giving you my word         Bernice, look at me.

684
00:40:58,721 --> 00:41:00,484
l will know if you're lying.

685
00:41:01,824 --> 00:41:06,193
Memorize this moment. l know what l did to you.

686
00:41:06,228 --> 00:41:09,356
l lied in the scariest way imaginable,

687
00:41:09,398 --> 00:41:11,726
and now, at the worst of all possible times,

688
00:41:11,726 --> 00:41:12,954
when your husband just left you...

689
00:41:12,989 --> 00:41:16,898
Or did you leave him l get the sense that he left you.

690
00:41:16,939 --> 00:41:18,566
OK, it's none of my business.

691
00:41:20,509 --> 00:41:21,908
lt will not happen again.

692
00:41:32,421 --> 00:41:35,549
l knew it. l knew it. That's why l said Steve McQueen.

693
00:41:35,591 --> 00:41:37,752
What         l knew you'd be ashamed.

694
00:41:37,793 --> 00:41:42,662
lt's not that. Please understand, it's not you as much as me.

695
00:41:42,698 --> 00:41:44,165
I'm glad to have met you,

696
00:41:44,200 --> 00:41:48,463
but I'm going through some things, and now is not a good time.

697
00:41:49,038 --> 00:41:50,202
Thank you for understanding,

698
00:41:50,202 --> 00:41:54,141
and l really do hope that our paths will cross again.

699
00:41:55,811 --> 00:42:00,714
I'm gonna walk home now, so...goodbye.

700
00:42:23,072 --> 00:42:25,722
You're absurd      Give me 72 hours.

701
00:42:26,175 --> 00:42:28,733
Three lousy days. l want to know you.

702
00:42:28,733 --> 00:42:29,949
l want to meet your brother.

703
00:42:30,946 --> 00:42:32,538
I'm begging you.

704
00:42:32,581 --> 00:42:34,139
I'm on my knees.

705
00:42:36,152 --> 00:42:39,121
Metaphorically speaking, I'm on my knees.

706
00:42:41,290 --> 00:42:43,019
Oh, for God's sake

707
00:42:53,235 --> 00:42:55,362
lt's Freddy. Leave me a message.

708
00:42:56,205 --> 00:42:58,133
I'm begging you. Come with me.

709
00:42:58,133 --> 00:42:59,582
I'm going to this event with her.

710
00:42:59,742 --> 00:43:02,540
She wants to meet you. Or at least call me back.

711
00:43:02,578 --> 00:43:04,478
l know you're working hard, but l worry.

712
00:43:09,085 --> 00:43:11,414
"l was," mumbled Gun Smith.

713
00:43:11,449 --> 00:43:14,586
No one had ever tangled with those two varmints

714
00:43:14,586 --> 00:43:16,534
and lived to tell the tale.

715
00:43:16,569 --> 00:43:18,450
"So one day, a drifter..."

716
00:43:21,330 --> 00:43:23,059
Hello

717
00:43:25,401 --> 00:43:27,494
Never mind        What

718
00:43:29,004 --> 00:43:30,869
l have the wrong number.

719
00:43:30,906 --> 00:43:33,306
Miss Epner         Hello.

720
00:43:34,310 --> 00:43:36,608
Hi, it's Jimmy Ray        Of course it is.

721
00:43:36,645 --> 00:43:38,977
Hello, Jimmy Ray, is your father there

722
00:43:39,014 --> 00:43:40,879
Dad, it's Miss Epner.

723
00:43:41,884 --> 00:43:46,617
Hello        God  Hello. lt's me, it's Miss Epner.

724
00:43:46,655 --> 00:43:47,986
Hello, Miss Epner.

725
00:43:48,023 --> 00:43:49,888
lt's April        Hi.

726
00:43:50,893 --> 00:43:52,690
ls Jimmy Ray right there         Yes.

727
00:43:52,728 --> 00:43:56,664
Oh, God  Just please, just say

728
00:43:56,699 --> 00:43:59,031
"OK, Miss Epner", and I'll call you another time.

729
00:43:59,068 --> 00:44:00,399
OK, Miss Epner.

730
00:44:00,436 --> 00:44:02,761
I'm sorry, l shouldn't have called you during the day.

731
00:44:02,761 --> 00:44:05,030
lt was a really bad mistake.

732
00:44:05,065 --> 00:44:06,703
OK, Miss Epner.

733
00:44:09,879 --> 00:44:11,210
Are you there

734
00:44:11,247 --> 00:44:13,841
Would you like to go out with me tomorrow night

735
00:44:14,650 --> 00:44:15,981
More than l can say.

736
00:44:16,952 --> 00:44:21,412
Everybody say, "Send us money "         Send us money

737
00:44:30,232 --> 00:44:33,497
Oh, you look lovely        Thank you. So do you.

738
00:44:33,536 --> 00:44:34,901
Thank you.

739
00:44:39,642 --> 00:44:42,475
I'm glad you didn't bring a date. it'll be more fun this way.

740
00:44:42,511 --> 00:44:45,173
l did bring a date        Oh, good, I'm so glad

741
00:44:45,214 --> 00:44:46,806
Where is he         He's meeting me here.

742
00:44:46,849 --> 00:44:48,187
Oh. ls this your first date

743
00:44:48,187 --> 00:44:49,785
With him or since my husband

744
00:44:49,820 --> 00:44:51,083
Either        Both.

745
00:44:51,120 --> 00:44:52,747
Jesus Christ  You want a drink

746
00:44:52,788 --> 00:44:54,653
Yes, please        OK.

747
00:44:54,690 --> 00:44:56,385
April.

748
00:45:03,365 --> 00:45:05,560
Hi        Hello. You look beautiful.

749
00:45:05,601 --> 00:45:08,229
Doesn't she         Uh, Frank, this is Bernice.

750
00:45:08,270 --> 00:45:09,737
I'm so glad to get to meet you.

751
00:45:09,772 --> 00:45:12,263
Thank you        I've enjoyed your show.

752
00:45:12,308 --> 00:45:15,277
Oh, you're lying. You've never seen my show.

753
00:45:15,311 --> 00:45:16,972
l don't do a lot of lying.

754
00:45:17,012 --> 00:45:18,741
Well, that makes one of us.

755
00:45:19,682 --> 00:45:21,013
Hey, beautiful

756
00:45:22,318 --> 00:45:23,683
His name is Ted.

757
00:45:23,719 --> 00:45:24,785
l think he has the best ass

758
00:45:24,785 --> 00:45:26,433
I've ever seen on a 50-year-old man.

759
00:45:26,855 --> 00:45:28,220
Hey        Hey.

760
00:45:29,725 --> 00:45:30,731
Oh, you must be April

761
00:45:30,731 --> 00:45:33,975
Yes. lt's nice to meet you. This is Frank.

762
00:45:34,897 --> 00:45:36,660
Hello        A pleasure.

763
00:45:36,699 --> 00:45:38,599
Shall we get some drinks         Absolutely.

764
00:45:38,634 --> 00:45:41,831
After you        No, please, after you.

765
00:45:50,212 --> 00:45:55,445
OK. Everybody say, "Sake bomb "

766
00:45:55,484 --> 00:45:56,951
Sake bomb

767
00:45:57,720 --> 00:45:59,847
Oh, my gosh         You're telling me

768
00:45:59,888 --> 00:46:01,685
l love these        l knew l liked you.

769
00:46:01,724 --> 00:46:03,453
l don't drink like this.

770
00:46:03,492 --> 00:46:04,982
Well, tonight you do.

771
00:46:05,027 --> 00:46:07,757
Am l being too nice to her         No

772
00:46:07,796 --> 00:46:09,889
Not nice enough         What do you mean

773
00:46:09,932 --> 00:46:10,586
This is your mother.

774
00:46:10,586 --> 00:46:12,622
Are you getting what you want from me as your date

775
00:46:13,335 --> 00:46:16,827
Oh, God, just that you asked. You're perfect.

776
00:46:16,872 --> 00:46:18,305
Thank God you're here

777
00:46:19,908 --> 00:46:22,900
l am perfect, by the way. I'm glad you noticed.

778
00:46:24,380 --> 00:46:27,315
Just to get this in... before we're hopelessly drunk.

779
00:46:28,350 --> 00:46:29,977
I'm so glad you called.

780
00:46:31,387 --> 00:46:34,982
l know we're not ready, but l love talking to you.

781
00:46:35,024 --> 00:46:37,117
You move me.

782
00:46:37,159 --> 00:46:40,094
This moves me, that you're trying this with her.

783
00:46:41,196 --> 00:46:42,561
I'm so glad I'm here.

784
00:46:42,598 --> 00:46:45,362
Oh

785
00:46:45,401 --> 00:46:46,800
God, I'm sorry

786
00:46:46,835 --> 00:46:48,191
After he said something like that

787
00:46:48,191 --> 00:46:50,089
They should make those things illegal.

788
00:46:50,139 --> 00:46:51,221
I'm sure it's my brother.

789
00:46:51,221 --> 00:46:55,541
I'm sure. I'm sorry. l just worry. Sorry.

790
00:46:55,711 --> 00:46:58,111
ls it you         lt's me.

791
00:46:59,615 --> 00:47:00,946
Oh.

792
00:47:01,450 --> 00:47:02,781
Hello.

793
00:47:04,119 --> 00:47:06,815
Hi        Hi.

794
00:47:06,855 --> 00:47:08,254
Sorry, hi.

795
00:47:08,290 --> 00:47:09,951
Everything all right         Yes.

796
00:47:09,992 --> 00:47:13,689
Who's that         No one. I'm sorry, I'll be right back.

797
00:47:16,732 --> 00:47:19,166
Hello         Yeah, I'm here.

798
00:47:20,536 --> 00:47:22,697
Hi        Hi.

799
00:47:22,738 --> 00:47:24,535
Hi.

800
00:47:25,574 --> 00:47:28,833
So, how are you  Where are you

801
00:47:28,833 --> 00:47:31,221
Nowhere special.

802
00:47:31,221 --> 00:47:34,419
Decided to drift around for a while, you know get lost.

803
00:47:34,454 --> 00:47:37,544
let the road take me where it wants me to go.

804
00:47:37,586 --> 00:47:40,248
Just tell me.         I'm at my mom's.

805
00:47:40,289 --> 00:47:42,757
That's perfect         Don't do that.

806
00:47:42,791 --> 00:47:44,315
What         Humiliate me.

807
00:47:44,360 --> 00:47:46,292
Do you know the actual, physical pain..

808
00:47:46,292 --> 00:47:47,604
Why are you calling me

809
00:47:47,925 --> 00:47:48,803
Because l miss you,

810
00:47:48,803 --> 00:47:50,796
and l thought now that some time has passed...

811
00:47:50,831 --> 00:47:54,567
lt's been 23 days, you idiot You're ready to be my friend

812
00:47:54,603 --> 00:47:58,744
Well... OK,  glad l called.

813
00:48:00,142 --> 00:48:01,905
Well, take care..        My mom died.

814
00:48:01,944 --> 00:48:03,605
Did you say..        Talk to you later.

815
00:48:03,645 --> 00:48:06,443
Wait, when         22 days ago.

816
00:48:06,482 --> 00:48:07,779
Why didn't you call me

817
00:48:07,816 --> 00:48:10,683
Oh, l don't know, l guess l just didn't feel that close to you.

818
00:48:10,719 --> 00:48:12,687
l have to, l have to see you.

819
00:48:12,721 --> 00:48:14,057
Oh, no. I'll end up in bed with you and...

820
00:48:14,057 --> 00:48:15,156
l want to be there.

821
00:48:15,791 --> 00:48:19,602
Really  Do you promise to be there for better or worse,

822
00:48:19,602 --> 00:48:20,846
for richer and poorer,

823
00:48:20,846 --> 00:48:23,989
in sickness..        l miss you.

824
00:48:24,032 --> 00:48:26,057
How much

825
00:48:26,101 --> 00:48:27,830
A lot.

826
00:48:27,870 --> 00:48:29,269
Enough

827
00:48:38,213 --> 00:48:41,808
That's what l thought. Be a man and leave me alone

828
00:48:45,254 --> 00:48:46,778
"For better or worse."

829
00:48:47,823 --> 00:48:49,723
I'm gonna guess not your brother, right

830
00:48:51,760 --> 00:48:53,125
No.

831
00:49:02,404 --> 00:49:04,133
Oh, where are you going

832
00:49:04,173 --> 00:49:06,266
l think  leaving        Please don't leave

833
00:49:12,414 --> 00:49:14,245
Now where you going          not leaving.

834
00:49:14,283 --> 00:49:17,184
You just said you were leaving        l was then, now  not.

835
00:49:17,219 --> 00:49:18,686
But you're walking away.

836
00:49:18,720 --> 00:49:20,085
l have to do something.

837
00:49:20,122 --> 00:49:23,114
OK. Are we doing it yet

838
00:49:23,892 --> 00:49:27,885
All right, look, you were just talking to your husband

839
00:49:27,930 --> 00:49:30,330
about for better or worse and god knows what else,

840
00:49:30,365 --> 00:49:31,855
and l just, l feel...

841
00:49:34,603 --> 00:49:35,934
Aargh

842
00:49:37,039 --> 00:49:38,370
Fuck

843
00:49:38,407 --> 00:49:39,518
When l feel this way,

844
00:49:39,518 --> 00:49:43,378
l find it helps to take my "Aargh fuck" out for a walk,

845
00:49:43,413 --> 00:49:46,270
so that's what  doing, and you're not invited.

846
00:49:48,116 --> 00:49:49,981
But l will say this, this is a first date,

847
00:49:50,018 --> 00:49:52,578
and if you're not done with him who you're married to,

848
00:49:52,621 --> 00:49:55,283
if you two aren't done, it's fine.

849
00:49:55,324 --> 00:49:57,952
lt's more than fine. Just tell me. I'm not ready, anyway.

850
00:49:57,993 --> 00:50:00,518
Frank, I'm done with him        lt's OK if you're not.

851
00:50:00,562 --> 00:50:03,463
But l am        How do l know

852
00:50:03,499 --> 00:50:06,229
You're gonna have to...trust me.

853
00:50:08,237 --> 00:50:09,727
You kidding me

854
00:50:11,173 --> 00:50:14,006
And it doesn't feel like a first date, not to me.

855
00:50:15,277 --> 00:50:17,973
You wait until we try to say good night.

856
00:50:20,115 --> 00:50:23,949
I'm sorry again, and l had a wonderful time with you.

857
00:50:23,986 --> 00:50:25,954
l did, too.

858
00:50:29,124 --> 00:50:31,024
See

859
00:51:01,456 --> 00:51:03,549
l haven't done this for a long, long time,

860
00:51:03,592 --> 00:51:07,358
so, forgive me for not finding a sexier way to put this,

861
00:51:07,396 --> 00:51:09,660
but would you like to come in         l can't.

862
00:51:10,666 --> 00:51:11,997
You can't

863
00:51:12,034 --> 00:51:13,442
As if having a jealous girlie fit

864
00:51:13,442 --> 00:51:15,040
on our first date wasn't emasculating enough,

865
00:51:15,040 --> 00:51:17,932
l have to get home to my kids.

866
00:51:17,973 --> 00:51:20,271
They need their mum, and I'm it.

867
00:51:22,010 --> 00:51:24,501
That's not emasculating. lt's very sexy.

868
00:51:28,317 --> 00:51:29,807
How sexy

869
00:51:44,533 --> 00:51:46,524
You have a very nice house.

870
00:51:52,874 --> 00:51:55,570
She says wake up

871
00:51:55,611 --> 00:51:58,341
lt's no use breaking down

872
00:51:58,380 --> 00:52:02,908
I'll keep stealing, breathing her

873
00:52:04,019 --> 00:52:08,217
Birds are leaving over autumn's ending...

874
00:52:09,758 --> 00:52:12,022
One of us will...

875
00:52:12,060 --> 00:52:13,391
What

876
00:52:14,930 --> 00:52:16,761
You're looking at me.

877
00:52:17,833 --> 00:52:20,267
Eyes wide open...

878
00:52:20,302 --> 00:52:21,792
Of course l am.

879
00:52:21,837 --> 00:52:24,897
Naked as we came...

880
00:52:24,940 --> 00:52:26,305
Of course you are.

881
00:52:28,910 --> 00:52:35,110
One will spread our...

882
00:52:35,150 --> 00:52:37,846
Ashes round the yard...

883
00:52:49,297 --> 00:52:51,959
Hello         Do you think l should sleep with him

884
00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:53,331
Who is this

885
00:52:53,368 --> 00:52:55,427
Why aren't you answering your regular phone

886
00:52:55,470 --> 00:52:57,961
l called your regular phone.

887
00:52:58,006 --> 00:52:59,371
Because I'm not.

888
00:52:59,408 --> 00:53:01,535
Are you at his house

889
00:53:01,576 --> 00:53:04,443
Um..        Oh, that's fantastic

890
00:53:04,479 --> 00:53:07,039
That's just what you need, a great rebound affair.

891
00:53:07,082 --> 00:53:09,141
l think it might be more..

892
00:53:09,184 --> 00:53:11,414
God, I've gotta get outta here         I'm all for it

893
00:53:11,453 --> 00:53:12,613
Talk to you later.

894
00:53:32,974 --> 00:53:34,441
Are you sl..        What happened

895
00:53:36,978 --> 00:53:38,843
Why are you in here

896
00:53:38,880 --> 00:53:41,280
l sleep in here when l can't sleep.

897
00:53:41,316 --> 00:53:43,580
Oh. I'm gonna go.

898
00:53:43,618 --> 00:53:44,606
Just lie down here with me

899
00:53:44,606 --> 00:53:46,674
No, no, no  I'm your son's teacher.

900
00:53:46,709 --> 00:53:49,556
Fifteen minutes, please, then you can go.

901
00:54:00,469 --> 00:54:03,302
l don't suppose we could..        I'm going right now

902
00:54:03,338 --> 00:54:05,966
I'm kidding l wouldn't, even if you begged me.

903
00:54:25,694 --> 00:54:27,753
lt's possible I'm falling in love with you.

904
00:54:35,704 --> 00:54:38,172
So much for sleeping

905
00:54:40,709 --> 00:54:42,336
Too much         No.

906
00:54:45,347 --> 00:54:46,678
Maybe.

907
00:54:48,450 --> 00:54:50,008
l don't know.

908
00:54:55,924 --> 00:54:57,255
No.

909
00:55:00,195 --> 00:55:01,526
Good.

910
00:55:02,864 --> 00:55:05,458
Cos it scared the shit out of me

911
00:55:23,552 --> 00:55:25,042
Oh, God

912
00:55:26,988 --> 00:55:29,252
All right, sweetie. All right. lt's your ear.

913
00:55:29,291 --> 00:55:32,852
Come on, sweetheart, I'm right here, I'm right here.

914
00:55:32,894 --> 00:55:34,225
lt's your ear acting up again.

915
00:55:34,262 --> 00:55:38,062
Jimmy Ray Jimmy Ray, l need you to wake up.

916
00:55:38,099 --> 00:55:40,363
Jimmy Ray, Ruby's having her ear thing.

917
00:55:40,402 --> 00:55:41,390
l need you to go to my room

918
00:55:41,390 --> 00:55:42,974
and get the flashlight by my bed. Can you do that

919
00:55:44,172 --> 00:55:46,732
All right, Daddy's here. Let's just have a look.

920
00:55:46,775 --> 00:55:48,538
Go on, quick as you can.

921
00:55:48,577 --> 00:55:51,096
Let's have a look. I'm not gonna touch.

922
00:55:51,096 --> 00:55:52,202
I'm just gonna have a look.

923
00:55:52,237 --> 00:55:53,342
Miss Epner's here.

924
00:55:53,381 --> 00:55:55,645
Hi, how are you

925
00:55:57,319 --> 00:55:59,800
Miss Epner and l had a sleepover.

926
00:55:59,968 --> 00:56:01,638
And now we're all gonna go to the hospital,

927
00:56:01,656 --> 00:56:05,148
so we can get something to make Ruby's ear feel better.

928
00:56:05,193 --> 00:56:07,457
Get your socks, buddy.

929
00:56:08,496 --> 00:56:09,545
ls there anything l can do

930
00:56:09,545 --> 00:56:11,179
Do you want me to lock up after you go

931
00:56:12,334 --> 00:56:14,199
You're not coming

932
00:56:16,805 --> 00:56:18,363
Yes, I'm coming.

933
00:56:20,742 --> 00:56:26,203
She says if l leave before you, darling'

934
00:56:26,248 --> 00:56:31,151
Don't you waste me, in the ground

935
00:56:32,020 --> 00:56:37,390
l lay smiling like our sleeping children

936
00:56:37,425 --> 00:56:44,422
One of us will die inside these arms

937
00:56:45,467 --> 00:56:50,063
Eyes wide open...

938
00:56:50,105 --> 00:56:52,403
How are you         Better.

939
00:56:52,440 --> 00:56:55,568
Naked as we came...

940
00:56:55,610 --> 00:56:56,941
That's a nice frog.

941
00:56:56,978 --> 00:56:59,173
You could have it.

942
00:56:59,214 --> 00:57:02,581
Seriously         l have another.

943
00:57:02,617 --> 00:57:04,585
Ashes round the...

944
00:57:04,619 --> 00:57:06,086
Thank you.

945
00:57:06,121 --> 00:57:08,146
You wanna give me something

946
00:57:10,091 --> 00:57:11,752
l have a mint.

947
00:57:28,243 --> 00:57:30,803
Can you excuse me just a second

948
00:57:58,139 --> 00:58:00,437
Hello there        Hello.

949
00:58:00,642 --> 00:58:02,132
Hello, beautiful.         Hello.

950
00:58:02,177 --> 00:58:04,118
Champagne         I'll say.

951
00:58:04,119 --> 00:58:07,210
I'll have a ginger ale, please, and some crackers,

952
00:58:07,210 --> 00:58:07,772
if you have any.

953
00:58:07,772 --> 00:58:08,671
Right away.

954
00:58:08,984 --> 00:58:10,713
Ginger ale and crackers

955
00:58:10,752 --> 00:58:13,653
Nlessed are You our God, King of the Universe,

956
00:58:13,688 --> 00:58:16,915
One Who brings out bread from the earth

957
00:58:20,695 --> 00:58:22,856
What         Are you pregnant

958
00:58:24,065 --> 00:58:25,396
What

959
00:58:25,433 --> 00:58:26,764
No.

960
00:58:26,801 --> 00:58:28,490
lf l am, it would be a world's record.

961
00:58:28,490 --> 00:58:30,074
l only slept with him last night.

962
00:58:32,807 --> 00:58:35,298
Trust me, l am not pregnant.

963
00:58:41,149 --> 00:58:42,776
I'm too old not to have a baby.

964
00:58:42,817 --> 00:58:44,648
Obviously you're not too old to have a baby.

965
00:58:44,686 --> 00:58:47,018
No, I'm too old not to have a baby,

966
00:58:47,055 --> 00:58:50,081
and this baby connects me forever to a man,

967
00:58:50,125 --> 00:58:52,787
who is that man you were talking about        What man

968
00:58:52,827 --> 00:58:54,789
Who you know you'll do whatever they say.

969
00:58:54,789 --> 00:58:57,875
Only he's not a man, he's a child really.

970
00:58:57,875 --> 00:59:00,352
A baby. Oh, Jesus

971
00:59:02,704 --> 00:59:05,639
What are you doing         This helps me.

972
00:59:05,673 --> 00:59:07,072
ls it helping

973
00:59:07,108 --> 00:59:08,473
Not really.

974
00:59:08,510 --> 00:59:10,808
April... Allow me.

975
01:00:00,195 --> 01:00:02,527
Have a sip        I'm pregnant

976
01:00:02,564 --> 01:00:06,330
lt's OK to have a sip of red wine. Some doctors say it's good.

977
01:00:15,076 --> 01:00:17,840
What, are you nuts You're pregnant  Give me that.

978
01:00:21,182 --> 01:00:22,581
Come here.

979
01:00:22,617 --> 01:00:24,427
That's OK, you don't have to do that

980
01:00:24,427 --> 01:00:25,408
I'm just sitting here.

981
01:01:07,662 --> 01:01:10,631
He lives with his mother         Don't get me started.

982
01:01:10,665 --> 01:01:12,064
Now, remember.

983
01:01:13,034 --> 01:01:14,296
What

984
01:01:15,370 --> 01:01:16,701
l don't know.

985
01:01:16,738 --> 01:01:20,230
Would your other mother have said something helpful right now

986
01:01:21,309 --> 01:01:22,867
You're doing really well.

987
01:01:31,819 --> 01:01:35,016
Hi, Alice        Oh, hello, dear.

988
01:01:35,056 --> 01:01:36,785
Hello.

989
01:01:39,327 --> 01:01:41,227
Uh, so, how are you

990
01:01:41,262 --> 01:01:43,594
Well, you know, my back hurts.

991
01:01:43,631 --> 01:01:45,258
That's too bad.

992
01:01:48,503 --> 01:01:50,562
So, Alice, can Benjamin come out and play

993
01:01:50,605 --> 01:01:52,402
Mom, let her in

994
01:01:52,440 --> 01:01:56,035
Well, l don't know what you two are up to.

995
01:01:56,077 --> 01:01:58,944
Hi. Sorry        Could you come out here

996
01:01:58,980 --> 01:02:01,141
Yeah.

997
01:02:08,656 --> 01:02:10,783
Who's that         A friend.

998
01:02:14,062 --> 01:02:15,552
I'm pregnant.

999
01:02:15,597 --> 01:02:17,622
Oh

1000
01:02:18,666 --> 01:02:20,998
Oh, my God

1001
01:02:21,035 --> 01:02:22,593
Oh, my God  ls it...

1002
01:02:29,611 --> 01:02:31,340
Sweetie, wow

1003
01:02:41,322 --> 01:02:43,017
Are you kidding me

1004
01:02:43,057 --> 01:02:44,888
What'd l do

1005
01:02:44,926 --> 01:02:46,325
Say something.

1006
01:02:46,361 --> 01:02:47,760
What do you want me to say

1007
01:02:48,763 --> 01:02:50,871
l don't know. What does it mean to you

1008
01:02:50,871 --> 01:02:52,319
How do you want to handle it

1009
01:02:52,800 --> 01:02:54,563
What do we do now

1010
01:02:54,602 --> 01:02:56,331
Well, l..        That sort of thing

1011
01:02:56,371 --> 01:02:59,169
l wanna try to be with you, l guess.

1012
01:03:00,942 --> 01:03:04,708
I'm sorry if l didn't instantly come up with a perfect solution

1013
01:03:04,746 --> 01:03:06,646
to this very complicated situation

1014
01:03:06,681 --> 01:03:09,411
lt's not complicated I'm having this baby.

1015
01:03:09,450 --> 01:03:12,216
You may participate in the raising of this baby.

1016
01:03:12,216 --> 01:03:13,303
l can't make you do it,

1017
01:03:13,521 --> 01:03:15,614
but l would hope that you would wanna be there

1018
01:03:15,657 --> 01:03:18,956
for the growing up of this person who carries your DNA

1019
01:03:18,993 --> 01:03:20,731
The first doctor's appointment is in two weeks.

1020
01:03:20,731 --> 01:03:22,569
I'll see you there, or l won't.

1021
01:03:29,504 --> 01:03:30,937
I'm so sorry.

1022
01:03:30,972 --> 01:03:33,202
I've never met anyone like you, ever.

1023
01:03:33,241 --> 01:03:35,732
I've never been so much myself with anyone.

1024
01:03:35,777 --> 01:03:38,905
Even these few times we've spent together have felt like...

1025
01:03:38,946 --> 01:03:41,073
What

1026
01:03:41,115 --> 01:03:44,846
Family. I'm sorry, but it has.

1027
01:03:46,187 --> 01:03:48,451
And l know it's fast, but l can only tell you how l feel,

1028
01:03:48,489 --> 01:03:51,947
and how l feel is that l wanna be near you all the time.

1029
01:03:51,993 --> 01:03:53,991
But l have some big decisions to make

1030
01:03:53,991 --> 01:03:54,871
about how my life's gonna work,

1031
01:03:54,871 --> 01:03:57,262
and if you'll have me, so do you        Why you talking fast

1032
01:03:57,298 --> 01:03:58,765
Jimmy Ray shouldn't know I'm here.

1033
01:03:58,800 --> 01:04:00,131
lf we're gonna be family,

1034
01:04:00,168 --> 01:04:03,160
he should know he didn't dream you up half-naked in his house.

1035
01:04:03,204 --> 01:04:04,762
And besides, he knows you're here.

1036
01:04:04,806 --> 01:04:07,673
No, l was very careful to wait till he was a safe distance away.

1037
01:04:07,709 --> 01:04:09,700
Hi, Miss Epner.

1038
01:04:09,744 --> 01:04:11,109
Hi, Jimmy Ray.

1039
01:04:12,914 --> 01:04:15,041
D'you wanna be with him, the better or worse guy

1040
01:04:15,083 --> 01:04:17,278
ls that someone you wanna be with

1041
01:04:17,318 --> 01:04:18,945
No, it's not        But if it is...

1042
01:04:18,986 --> 01:04:22,945
But it's not. Truthfully  l wanna be with you.

1043
01:04:24,359 --> 01:04:28,659
But being with me is gonna mean being with this.

1044
01:04:31,399 --> 01:04:33,026
How pregnant are you

1045
01:04:33,067 --> 01:04:35,661
They said six weeks        Six weeks

1046
01:04:35,703 --> 01:04:38,638
That's what they said, six weeks today.

1047
01:04:38,673 --> 01:04:40,766
We met six weeks ago today, actually.

1048
01:04:40,808 --> 01:04:43,675
Mm        Which was the day he left.

1049
01:04:46,347 --> 01:04:49,248
You made love on the day we met

1050
01:04:51,719 --> 01:04:54,279
Ah... Yeah.

1051
01:04:57,258 --> 01:04:58,748
Sorry.

1052
01:04:59,794 --> 01:05:01,659
What happened

1053
01:05:01,696 --> 01:05:03,789
Um, I've gotta take a walk.

1054
01:05:03,831 --> 01:05:05,890
Really         Yes, really.

1055
01:05:05,933 --> 01:05:08,218
I'm on the brink of asking you to be with me

1056
01:05:08,218 --> 01:05:09,431
really, really be with me.

1057
01:05:09,637 --> 01:05:11,151
You, who have some other guy's...

1058
01:05:11,151 --> 01:05:13,959
your husband's baby in your stomach,

1059
01:05:13,994 --> 01:05:15,240
your very beautiful stomach.

1060
01:05:17,011 --> 01:05:18,376
I've gotta take a walk.

1061
01:05:18,413 --> 01:05:20,881
What about your kids         What about them

1062
01:05:20,915 --> 01:05:23,145
Who's gonna watch them         You are.

1063
01:05:31,893 --> 01:05:34,191
The walk didn't work. Your mother's here.

1064
01:05:34,228 --> 01:05:36,958
No, she's not. l told her to wait in the car.

1065
01:05:41,068 --> 01:05:42,797
I'm just here if either of you need me.

1066
01:05:45,773 --> 01:05:47,798
l can't stand the thought of it.

1067
01:05:47,842 --> 01:05:49,605
Of me sleeping with my husband

1068
01:05:49,644 --> 01:05:52,078
You slept with your wife, at least twice, you know.

1069
01:05:52,113 --> 01:05:55,514
lt's not like the most appetizing thing  ever imagined.

1070
01:05:55,550 --> 01:05:57,347
No, of course it's not.

1071
01:06:00,087 --> 01:06:01,418
Hey.

1072
01:06:02,023 --> 01:06:03,354
You're pregnant.

1073
01:06:04,959 --> 01:06:06,358
Yes, l am.

1074
01:06:08,029 --> 01:06:09,428
Way to go.

1075
01:06:13,468 --> 01:06:14,958
So now what

1076
01:06:15,002 --> 01:06:17,219
Both of them, or neither of them,

1077
01:06:17,219 --> 01:06:18,500
will show up at the doctor's office.

1078
01:06:18,539 --> 01:06:20,473
All l know is, I'll be there.

1079
01:06:32,753 --> 01:06:35,119
You don't know how to work a blender

1080
01:06:35,156 --> 01:06:36,919
Take your hat off.

1081
01:06:36,958 --> 01:06:38,789
Jeez

1082
01:06:38,826 --> 01:06:40,191
Hello.

1083
01:06:40,228 --> 01:06:41,559
Hello        Hello.

1084
01:06:41,596 --> 01:06:43,063
How are you         Hi.

1085
01:06:43,097 --> 01:06:44,689
Hi        Hello.

1086
01:06:47,668 --> 01:06:48,999
Sorry.

1087
01:06:49,036 --> 01:06:51,766
So... Anyone else coming

1088
01:06:51,806 --> 01:06:54,639
No. This is it        No, this is it.

1089
01:06:54,675 --> 01:06:57,041
Uh, could you lower this, please

1090
01:07:36,217 --> 01:07:37,616
Oh, my God.

1091
01:07:37,652 --> 01:07:40,917
This looks really good. I've seen a couple of these.

1092
01:07:40,955 --> 01:07:44,413
Where did she go         She'll be back.

1093
01:07:55,269 --> 01:07:56,793
Look at that.

1094
01:07:58,105 --> 01:08:00,198
Oh, my God.

1095
01:08:00,241 --> 01:08:02,266
Oh, my God        Oh, my God.

1096
01:08:04,345 --> 01:08:06,245
So, what exactly is..        Sorry.

1097
01:08:06,280 --> 01:08:08,339
No, go ahead        No, no, go ahead.

1098
01:08:08,382 --> 01:08:11,283
He, or she just looks great.

1099
01:08:18,259 --> 01:08:21,387
Can l have a look at that before l have to run

1100
01:08:24,832 --> 01:08:26,163
She's beautiful.

1101
01:08:26,200 --> 01:08:28,225
We made a baby.

1102
01:08:50,324 --> 01:08:52,952
You look pretty        lt's the hormones.

1103
01:08:52,994 --> 01:08:54,325
Whatever.

1104
01:09:43,277 --> 01:09:44,608
Your back

1105
01:09:44,645 --> 01:09:45,976
Yeah.

1106
01:10:08,836 --> 01:10:10,497
Really

1107
01:10:38,365 --> 01:10:40,526
Anything         What

1108
01:10:42,369 --> 01:10:44,303
Do you have anything to say

1109
01:10:44,338 --> 01:10:45,771
Don't.

1110
01:10:47,408 --> 01:10:49,035
l don't know what to say.

1111
01:10:51,312 --> 01:10:53,678
Oh         See ya.

1112
01:11:12,032 --> 01:11:14,125
l thought we were having dinner after the show.

1113
01:11:14,168 --> 01:11:15,658
I'm in trouble.

1114
01:11:15,703 --> 01:11:17,170
Come with me.

1115
01:11:20,207 --> 01:11:22,675
They're ready for you        We're gonna run late today.

1116
01:11:22,710 --> 01:11:24,302
OK        I'm panicking.

1117
01:11:24,345 --> 01:11:27,837
Tell me        l sort of...slept with my husband.

1118
01:11:27,882 --> 01:11:29,509
Well, almost.

1119
01:11:32,787 --> 01:11:34,652
Break-up sex, but it's kind of great, right

1120
01:11:34,688 --> 01:11:36,656
Don't. Don't be glib about this.

1121
01:11:36,690 --> 01:11:40,353
I'm with a man who sees me, really sees me,

1122
01:11:40,394 --> 01:11:43,076
and somehow still wants to be with me, and l want him

1123
01:11:43,076 --> 01:11:44,484
and l just blew it

1124
01:11:46,433 --> 01:11:49,527
Oh, God, it's him         l don't suppose you've cheated before.

1125
01:11:49,570 --> 01:11:51,868
Mm-mm        Of course not.

1126
01:11:51,906 --> 01:11:54,602
With someone who's bad for me. What am l gonna do

1127
01:11:54,642 --> 01:11:57,736
Here's what we're going to do. I'm going to go in and rehearse,

1128
01:11:57,778 --> 01:11:59,575
so everyone knows what they're doing,

1129
01:11:59,613 --> 01:12:01,515
and then I'm going to send everyone home,

1130
01:12:01,515 --> 01:12:03,500
and we're going to shoot the show tonight,

1131
01:12:03,784 --> 01:12:06,776
or in a couple of hours, or maybe never. OK

1132
01:12:06,821 --> 01:12:08,755
Thank you        Mm. OK.

1133
01:12:10,090 --> 01:12:12,158
Edie, l have to tell you, Sunday nights are about the...

1134
01:12:12,158 --> 01:12:13,455
A good question.

1135
01:12:13,455 --> 01:12:16,863
Shall we make gay marriage a priority during this election,

1136
01:12:16,863 --> 01:12:18,692
or should we just not take the bait

1137
01:12:18,732 --> 01:12:22,634
lf Pam dies, what happens to our daughter  l have no rights.

1138
01:12:22,670 --> 01:12:25,537
Oh, thank you        lt's very scary. Very scary.

1139
01:12:25,573 --> 01:12:28,736
At least I'm not one of those insular gay men,

1140
01:12:28,776 --> 01:12:30,471
who throws himself into his work,

1141
01:12:30,511 --> 01:12:31,808
and devotes himself to people

1142
01:12:31,808 --> 01:12:33,890
who can never love him back romantically.

1143
01:12:35,115 --> 01:12:39,017
What we want to ask you is, do you think it's right...

1144
01:12:39,053 --> 01:12:41,419
lt's so hard for anyone to meet someone.

1145
01:12:44,358 --> 01:12:47,293
Have you ever seen the show she did on you

1146
01:12:47,328 --> 01:12:51,287
l can't be around people who have adopted children.

1147
01:12:51,332 --> 01:12:53,425
Especially girls.

1148
01:12:53,467 --> 01:12:55,298
Have you ever tried to find her

1149
01:12:55,336 --> 01:12:57,361
Endlessly.

1150
01:12:57,404 --> 01:13:01,306
On the internet. Um, l put ads in the paper.

1151
01:13:01,342 --> 01:13:05,403
Do you feel...haunted

1152
01:13:05,446 --> 01:13:07,141
Yes.

1153
01:13:07,181 --> 01:13:09,911
Whenever there are kids around,

1154
01:13:09,950 --> 01:13:13,147
I'm always looking for her face.

1155
01:13:13,187 --> 01:13:16,088
ln shopping malls, in the parks.

1156
01:13:16,123 --> 01:13:19,058
l have something l want to say.

1157
01:13:19,093 --> 01:13:20,720
l hadn't planned on doing this,

1158
01:13:20,761 --> 01:13:25,198
but hearing you speak, it's just something l have to do.

1159
01:13:29,603 --> 01:13:33,130
l had a child that l gave up for adoption.

1160
01:13:34,141 --> 01:13:36,439
lt was many, many years ago. l was very young.

1161
01:13:36,477 --> 01:13:38,945
l tried, God knows,

1162
01:13:38,979 --> 01:13:41,914
but the year l spent with that child

1163
01:13:41,949 --> 01:13:44,509
was the scariest, most darkly miserable time of my life.

1164
01:13:44,551 --> 01:13:47,247
One minute you're cuddling in a sleeping bag

1165
01:13:47,288 --> 01:13:50,587
and the next minute, you've ruined the rest of your life.

1166
01:13:50,624 --> 01:13:51,955
Can you rewind this

1167
01:13:51,992 --> 01:13:54,119
To the beginning         Um, no, just a little.

1168
01:13:56,931 --> 01:13:58,558
l tried, God knows,

1169
01:13:58,599 --> 01:14:01,762
but the year l spent with that child was the scariest...

1170
01:14:01,802 --> 01:14:04,532
Go back again, just...five seconds.

1171
01:14:04,571 --> 01:14:06,198
Are you sure

1172
01:14:06,240 --> 01:14:09,073
Yeah, in fact, l don't..        Could you go one sentence back

1173
01:14:11,378 --> 01:14:13,369
..but the year l spent with that child

1174
01:14:13,414 --> 01:14:16,008
was the scariest, most darkly miserable time of my life.

1175
01:14:16,050 --> 01:14:17,381
Finally, l said uncle.

1176
01:14:24,558 --> 01:14:26,458
Do you think you just hand it over

1177
01:14:28,696 --> 01:14:30,288
You probably put it down somewhere,

1178
01:14:30,331 --> 01:14:33,630
and the next people come along and pick it up

1179
01:14:35,903 --> 01:14:37,461
Hey, can l find you some dry clothes

1180
01:14:40,040 --> 01:14:42,031
You want me to get it

1181
01:14:42,076 --> 01:14:43,839
lt's me

1182
01:14:44,645 --> 01:14:46,148
Maybe you'll feel better if you talk to her

1183
01:14:46,148 --> 01:14:47,521
l can hear you in there.

1184
01:14:48,349 --> 01:14:49,748
Don't make me bang the door down.

1185
01:14:56,657 --> 01:14:59,353
Hello        Hi. I've seen your picture.

1186
01:14:59,393 --> 01:15:00,951
She doesn't wanna see you right now.

1187
01:15:00,995 --> 01:15:02,292
Too bad, I'm her mother.

1188
01:15:02,329 --> 01:15:04,854
Maybe another day would be better.

1189
01:15:07,801 --> 01:15:08,723
Unless you say no,

1190
01:15:08,723 --> 01:15:11,018
I'll leave you alone to have a private conversation.

1191
01:15:11,053 --> 01:15:12,584
She's afraid to be left alone with me

1192
01:15:12,584 --> 01:15:14,634
I'm not afraid to be left alone.

1193
01:15:14,975 --> 01:15:17,239
I'll be on my beeper if you need me.

1194
01:15:21,615 --> 01:15:25,813
Alan had no right..        Are you capable of telling the truth

1195
01:15:32,059 --> 01:15:33,686
l was fifteen years old.

1196
01:15:34,928 --> 01:15:38,887
That's a little bit older than some of the kids in your school.

1197
01:15:38,932 --> 01:15:39,997
Your father disappeared.

1198
01:15:39,997 --> 01:15:42,448
My father completely turned his back on me.

1199
01:15:42,448 --> 01:15:43,800
Was l breast feeding

1200
01:15:47,207 --> 01:15:49,607
My mother said l'd ruined my life.

1201
01:15:49,643 --> 01:15:51,133
They threw me out

1202
01:15:51,178 --> 01:15:54,113
l had a bag of clothes and 48 dollars.

1203
01:15:54,148 --> 01:15:57,982
l didn't know if rent was $6 or $600

1204
01:15:58,018 --> 01:16:01,545
l didn't know how to open a fucking can of soup

1205
01:16:03,624 --> 01:16:05,091
You wouldn't stop crying.

1206
01:16:05,125 --> 01:16:06,786
l get it.

1207
01:16:06,827 --> 01:16:09,819
l watched the tape. So did millions of others.

1208
01:16:09,863 --> 01:16:12,354
Well, not millions. How many people watch your show

1209
01:16:12,399 --> 01:16:15,926
Did you see on the tape that l went to my father

1210
01:16:15,969 --> 01:16:18,233
with his grandchild in my belly,

1211
01:16:18,272 --> 01:16:21,605
and begged him for help, and that he turned me away

1212
01:16:21,642 --> 01:16:23,679
Did you see that l never forgave him,

1213
01:16:23,679 --> 01:16:25,519
that l didn't even go to his funeral

1214
01:16:25,546 --> 01:16:28,447
You just saw the parts that made me look bad.

1215
01:16:29,516 --> 01:16:31,381
l thought it was for the best

1216
01:16:31,418 --> 01:16:33,583
Like an idiot, l thought it was for the best,

1217
01:16:33,583 --> 01:16:34,804
and then it was too late

1218
01:16:35,789 --> 01:16:37,882
Too late

1219
01:16:37,925 --> 01:16:40,758
Like if you had it to do over, it would be different

1220
01:16:41,795 --> 01:16:44,161
You'd sacrifice your fabulous life

1221
01:16:44,198 --> 01:16:46,568
to sit there with a cranky,

1222
01:16:46,568 --> 01:16:50,177
moody kid who got sick  A lot, by the way.

1223
01:16:50,177 --> 01:16:52,331
Sore throats, like on fire, ten a year

1224
01:16:52,372 --> 01:16:54,625
You'd sit up till six in the morning,

1225
01:16:54,625 --> 01:16:56,285
rubbing her down with alcohol,

1226
01:16:56,285 --> 01:16:57,939
because her fever's around 106,

1227
01:16:57,978 --> 01:17:00,208
and that's about the time when if you miss the signs,

1228
01:17:00,247 --> 01:17:03,410
you got a brain-damaged kid for the rest of your life

1229
01:17:03,450 --> 01:17:06,539
You'd get this girl grown up just to let her know

1230
01:17:06,539 --> 01:17:08,962
that you didn't love her enough

1231
01:17:09,756 --> 01:17:11,519
Or the right way

1232
01:17:12,626 --> 01:17:14,287
Your mother wasn't perfect.

1233
01:17:14,328 --> 01:17:16,023
She told me the truth.

1234
01:17:16,063 --> 01:17:18,293
She did her best.

1235
01:17:19,633 --> 01:17:21,191
She was there.

1236
01:17:27,975 --> 01:17:31,741
Just say you wanted a life more than you wanted me.

1237
01:17:38,051 --> 01:17:41,214
l wanted a life... more than l wanted you.

1238
01:17:51,265 --> 01:17:53,825
Hello         Hi, it's me.

1239
01:17:53,867 --> 01:17:56,836
Listen, that's never gonna happen again.

1240
01:17:56,870 --> 01:17:59,720
l really don't think it should.

1241
01:18:00,457 --> 01:18:02,937
Good        l want to help with all this.

1242
01:18:02,976 --> 01:18:04,500
OK.

1243
01:18:06,046 --> 01:18:08,173
Any thoughts on how

1244
01:18:08,215 --> 01:18:10,911
Uh..        Wait.

1245
01:18:12,019 --> 01:18:15,716
Can you say that again, the part about wanting to help

1246
01:18:15,756 --> 01:18:18,384
l really want to help with all of this. l really, really do.

1247
01:18:19,426 --> 01:18:21,326
Thank you.

1248
01:18:21,361 --> 01:18:23,056
l want that, too.

1249
01:18:40,314 --> 01:18:41,941
been scared to death        Sorry.

1250
01:18:41,982 --> 01:18:44,473
l imagined you dead on the roadside        Sorry.

1251
01:18:44,518 --> 01:18:46,918
l imagined you dead in the arms of a handsome stranger.

1252
01:18:46,954 --> 01:18:49,479
French guy, for some reason, which was an even worse image.

1253
01:18:49,523 --> 01:18:51,821
l mean..        l said I'm sorry

1254
01:18:56,096 --> 01:18:57,529
What         What's going on

1255
01:18:57,564 --> 01:18:59,464
Nothing        Something happen

1256
01:18:59,499 --> 01:19:01,705
No        What are you not telling me

1257
01:19:01,879 --> 01:19:04,721
What could l not be telling you

1258
01:19:05,939 --> 01:19:09,810
Well, l don't know. Perhaps you don't love me,

1259
01:19:09,810 --> 01:19:10,608
you made a horrible mistake,

1260
01:19:10,608 --> 01:19:13,077
and you want to take the whole thing back.

1261
01:19:13,113 --> 01:19:16,947
l do love you. l don't wanna take the whole thing back.

1262
01:19:21,321 --> 01:19:23,289
Listen, some...

1263
01:19:30,163 --> 01:19:31,824
l think he dropped something.

1264
01:19:40,040 --> 01:19:41,371
You're taking a walk

1265
01:19:43,076 --> 01:19:44,907
What about the kids         What do you care

1266
01:19:44,945 --> 01:19:46,276
l care        Clearly

1267
01:19:46,313 --> 01:19:48,611
l do        Go...home

1268
01:19:49,750 --> 01:19:52,014
Not my home, yours

1269
01:19:53,020 --> 01:19:54,351
Go

1270
01:19:56,957 --> 01:19:59,653
l don't have one without you        That's not my problem.

1271
01:20:00,694 --> 01:20:03,026
What do you do on these walks         You don't want to know.

1272
01:20:03,063 --> 01:20:06,157
Yes, l do        l say all the things l don't say to you.

1273
01:20:06,199 --> 01:20:08,292
All the things l spare you from        Like what

1274
01:20:08,335 --> 01:20:12,169
Like, go to hell Like, get your own children

1275
01:20:12,205 --> 01:20:13,465
And like, what's the matter with you

1276
01:20:13,465 --> 01:20:16,101
that you don't have children anyway

1277
01:20:16,727 --> 01:20:19,101
And like, what kind of mother are you gonna be,

1278
01:20:19,146 --> 01:20:21,876
if you can walk out on your children without a second thought

1279
01:20:21,915 --> 01:20:23,815
You know they're..        What

1280
01:20:23,850 --> 01:20:25,784
Not your children

1281
01:20:26,787 --> 01:20:28,358
lt's just possible some of this is

1282
01:20:28,358 --> 01:20:30,271
what you wanted to say to your wife.

1283
01:20:30,271 --> 01:20:31,718
Oh, really, you think so

1284
01:20:36,430 --> 01:20:38,330
Do you understand l can't even take a walk

1285
01:20:38,365 --> 01:20:40,424
lt must be..        Go to hell

1286
01:20:40,467 --> 01:20:42,264
l don't have to be with you,

1287
01:20:42,264 --> 01:20:44,988
l don't have to care for you or this godforsaken baby

1288
01:20:44,988 --> 01:20:47,271
Don't say that         All l have to do,

1289
01:20:47,307 --> 01:20:49,037
is care for my children

1290
01:20:49,037 --> 01:20:51,109
until they're old enough to do it for themselves.

1291
01:20:51,144 --> 01:20:53,612
l don't even have to like it, or them.

1292
01:20:54,614 --> 01:20:56,582
Fuck them,

1293
01:20:56,616 --> 01:20:58,607
and fuck you

1294
01:21:12,999 --> 01:21:16,025
So, how long have you guys been dating         Oh, not long.

1295
01:21:16,069 --> 01:21:19,470
We had a date tonight and, uh, she works right down the street,

1296
01:21:19,506 --> 01:21:21,303
so we decided to meet here.

1297
01:21:22,309 --> 01:21:23,640
Cool.

1298
01:21:29,916 --> 01:21:32,282
So, hello, hi, great to see you.

1299
01:21:32,319 --> 01:21:34,378
Great to see you all        Good to see you.

1300
01:21:34,421 --> 01:21:35,979
Uh, and you are         Freddy.

1301
01:21:36,022 --> 01:21:38,047
Freddy.         Well, great.

1302
01:21:38,091 --> 01:21:41,652
Great        Oh, God, I'm her brother

1303
01:21:43,163 --> 01:21:46,530
Great. So...shall we         Yes.

1304
01:21:47,501 --> 01:21:49,662
And you're at..        Ten weeks

1305
01:21:50,670 --> 01:21:52,001
Ten weeks.

1306
01:21:54,374 --> 01:21:56,706
Have you seen these before My brother's a doctor.

1307
01:21:56,743 --> 01:21:58,074
Yeah, l have.

1308
01:22:04,217 --> 01:22:06,208
Can you tell us what we're seeing

1309
01:22:06,253 --> 01:22:07,982
Uh, just one moment, please.

1310
01:22:08,021 --> 01:22:10,353
Any chance we can hear that squishing sound again

1311
01:22:10,390 --> 01:22:12,017
That's the best thing l ever heard.

1312
01:22:20,634 --> 01:22:22,363
What's happening

1313
01:22:26,373 --> 01:22:27,863
What's happening

1314
01:22:32,813 --> 01:22:34,144
April...

1315
01:22:35,782 --> 01:22:37,613
I'm not seeing a heartbeat.

1316
01:23:15,055 --> 01:23:16,386
Amein.

1317
01:23:17,924 --> 01:23:19,619
Hello.

1318
01:23:19,659 --> 01:23:21,718
Oh, amein.

1319
01:23:25,031 --> 01:23:26,726
How often is she out there

1320
01:23:26,766 --> 01:23:29,667
She comes on Fridays a lot, because she knows I'm home.

1321
01:23:32,005 --> 01:23:35,236
April...adopt a baby.

1322
01:23:35,275 --> 01:23:37,266
How could you         lt's the same.

1323
01:23:37,310 --> 01:23:39,369
How would you know         Maybe it's better.

1324
01:23:39,412 --> 01:23:41,346
You don't know what it's like to be adopted.

1325
01:23:41,381 --> 01:23:44,043
You don't know what it's like to not be adopted

1326
01:23:44,084 --> 01:23:45,415
Right

1327
01:23:50,891 --> 01:23:52,256
What's it like

1328
01:23:57,163 --> 01:23:58,960
lt was exhausting.

1329
01:24:01,001 --> 01:24:03,799
lt was embarrassing sometimes.

1330
01:24:16,149 --> 01:24:18,242
Want me to bring her out some chicken         You can.

1331
01:24:18,285 --> 01:24:20,845
Why don't you         l would like to forgive her.

1332
01:24:20,887 --> 01:24:25,324
I'm tired of being so mad. I've tried. l can't.

1333
01:24:25,358 --> 01:24:26,723
Make her buy you something.

1334
01:24:27,928 --> 01:24:29,589
l beg your pardon         She's loaded.

1335
01:24:29,629 --> 01:24:32,120
Maybe it'll make you feel better        That's ridiculous.

1336
01:24:32,165 --> 01:24:34,292
Make her buy me something.

1337
01:24:34,334 --> 01:24:36,734
A car. Yours is on its last legs.

1338
01:24:36,770 --> 01:24:39,671
A house. A very small house.

1339
01:24:40,674 --> 01:24:44,269
Make her buy something you really want but can't afford.

1340
01:24:55,021 --> 01:24:56,352
I'm here        Ahh

1341
01:24:57,157 --> 01:24:58,920
Jesus fucking Christ

1342
01:24:58,959 --> 01:25:01,189
Sorry        l mean...

1343
01:25:01,227 --> 01:25:03,661
..Jesus. Hm.

1344
01:25:03,697 --> 01:25:05,130
How are you

1345
01:25:06,299 --> 01:25:07,630
Sick...

1346
01:25:08,168 --> 01:25:10,728
every day over what l did to you.

1347
01:25:10,770 --> 01:25:12,533
Good.

1348
01:25:12,572 --> 01:25:15,166
l mean, l think that's probably good.

1349
01:25:15,208 --> 01:25:17,301
Yeah, l guess so.

1350
01:25:18,378 --> 01:25:20,369
l want you to make it up to me.

1351
01:25:20,413 --> 01:25:24,179
This is for me, you understand, not for you, for me.

1352
01:25:24,217 --> 01:25:26,790
l think l will be happier in the long run

1353
01:25:26,790 --> 01:25:29,030
if you try to make it up to me.

1354
01:25:29,122 --> 01:25:30,487
OK.

1355
01:25:30,523 --> 01:25:32,115
l want you to buy me a baby.

1356
01:25:33,693 --> 01:25:35,718
Oh, well, that's easy

1357
01:25:35,762 --> 01:25:38,226
I'm plugged into all kinds of adoption these days.

1358
01:25:38,226 --> 01:25:39,106
ln China they're throwing them...

1359
01:25:39,106 --> 01:25:42,796
No, l want you to buy me a baby that I'm going to have.

1360
01:25:42,836 --> 01:25:45,396
I'm almost forty, so l don't have much time.

1361
01:25:45,438 --> 01:25:48,236
lt's very expensive. l want you to pay for it.

1362
01:25:48,274 --> 01:25:51,323
After they do it, l have to lie still for two hours.

1363
01:25:51,323 --> 01:25:53,215
l hate lying still.

1364
01:25:53,215 --> 01:25:57,009
l want you to be there, find ways to help me.

1365
01:25:57,050 --> 01:25:59,023
Twelve days later, l take a pregnancy test.

1366
01:25:59,023 --> 01:26:00,749
Five hours after that, l find out.

1367
01:26:00,749 --> 01:26:05,013
lf you make one false move, I'll never speak to you again.

1368
01:26:06,226 --> 01:26:07,549
lf you don't,

1369
01:26:07,549 --> 01:26:10,687
then maybe we can be in each other's lives a little.

1370
01:26:11,131 --> 01:26:14,760
You understand that's all that's possible right now -

1371
01:26:14,801 --> 01:26:16,735
a little.

1372
01:26:18,405 --> 01:26:20,032
Can l put my pants on

1373
01:26:21,474 --> 01:26:23,567
" Hair, average."

1374
01:26:23,610 --> 01:26:26,238
As opposed to         Thin, thick, or balding.

1375
01:26:26,980 --> 01:26:29,210
"Artistic ability, none."

1376
01:26:29,983 --> 01:26:31,450
None         None.

1377
01:26:31,484 --> 01:26:33,315
Jesus

1378
01:26:35,188 --> 01:26:36,985
"How would you describe yourself "

1379
01:26:37,023 --> 01:26:39,628
"Hard working, intelligent, warm, caring,

1380
01:26:39,628 --> 01:26:41,015
sexy, and contemplative."

1381
01:26:42,195 --> 01:26:44,163
I'm keeping this one for me.

1382
01:26:49,302 --> 01:26:50,929
You need to just stick it.

1383
01:26:52,205 --> 01:26:53,676
Thousands of Chinese girls...

1384
01:26:53,676 --> 01:26:56,475
I'm not adopting a Chinese baby.

1385
01:26:57,677 --> 01:26:59,269
Then bend over.

1386
01:27:04,417 --> 01:27:06,248
ls there anything l can do         No.

1387
01:27:07,287 --> 01:27:08,948
Are you ready         Mm-hm.

1388
01:27:12,025 --> 01:27:13,390
Do you want to pray

1389
01:27:14,327 --> 01:27:16,295
She does that. She prays.

1390
01:27:16,930 --> 01:27:20,161
Want to say a little prayer or something         No.

1391
01:27:21,201 --> 01:27:23,669
I'm so sorry to interrupt        What is the matter with you

1392
01:27:23,703 --> 01:27:25,056
Could you uh, give us a minute

1393
01:27:25,056 --> 01:27:28,016
Bernice, listen to me right now        I'm sorry. Just a minute.

1394
01:27:31,578 --> 01:27:34,479
Just find us when you're ready. We'll be around.

1395
01:27:40,286 --> 01:27:41,617
What

1396
01:27:42,589 --> 01:27:45,114
Why don't you wanna pray         What do you care

1397
01:27:45,158 --> 01:27:49,458
l don't l don't give a shit, but you do

1398
01:27:49,496 --> 01:27:53,330
You told me that. You pray before you eat a bowl of spaghetti

1399
01:27:53,366 --> 01:27:55,800
And now, right before you do the most important thing

1400
01:27:55,835 --> 01:27:59,396
you'll ever do in your life, suddenly you're not interested

1401
01:27:59,439 --> 01:28:00,997
This is none of your business.

1402
01:28:05,578 --> 01:28:06,943
Get out of my way.

1403
01:28:07,781 --> 01:28:10,045
Say a prayer with me and l will.

1404
01:28:10,083 --> 01:28:11,948
l don't want to pray.

1405
01:28:11,985 --> 01:28:13,976
One stupid little prayer.

1406
01:28:14,020 --> 01:28:15,544
No

1407
01:28:18,625 --> 01:28:19,956
Move

1408
01:28:20,693 --> 01:28:22,786
Maybe you just don't want it badly enough.

1409
01:28:24,364 --> 01:28:27,561
You have no idea how badly l want it.

1410
01:28:27,600 --> 01:28:29,158
Then why won't you pray  Why

1411
01:28:29,202 --> 01:28:33,161
Because I'm not gonna hand this wish over to some...

1412
01:28:34,574 --> 01:28:38,670
whatever it is, who's supposed to be loving, who...

1413
01:28:41,447 --> 01:28:42,778
who...

1414
01:28:48,354 --> 01:28:50,185
l had faith.

1415
01:28:57,063 --> 01:28:59,531
l thought...

1416
01:28:59,566 --> 01:29:02,535
God was...good.

1417
01:29:06,773 --> 01:29:08,604
Maybe God is...

1418
01:29:09,776 --> 01:29:11,937
What

1419
01:29:14,380 --> 01:29:16,211
Difficult.

1420
01:29:17,250 --> 01:29:18,842
Awful.

1421
01:29:20,153 --> 01:29:21,552
Complicated.

1422
01:29:22,555 --> 01:29:24,386
Like me

1423
01:29:24,424 --> 01:29:27,485
lt took the one man on earth who's right for me

1424
01:29:27,485 --> 01:29:28,661
and l dropped him on his head.

1425
01:29:28,962 --> 01:29:30,452
Right.

1426
01:29:30,496 --> 01:29:31,963
You did.

1427
01:29:33,867 --> 01:29:36,131
How are we doing         We're done.

1428
01:29:36,169 --> 01:29:38,535
I'm sorry        No problem.

1429
01:29:45,612 --> 01:29:47,239
Wait.

1430
01:29:52,385 --> 01:29:57,482
Hear O lsrael

1431
01:29:57,523 --> 01:30:03,257
the Lord our God

1432
01:30:14,240 --> 01:30:16,208
What does that mean

1433
01:30:16,242 --> 01:30:20,406
Hear, O lsrael, the Lord our God, the Lord is One.

1434
01:30:22,382 --> 01:30:23,974
What does that mean

1435
01:30:24,017 --> 01:30:30,183
Listen, O lsrael, the God of Love and the God of Fear are one.

1436
01:31:12,899 --> 01:31:14,366
Well.

1437
01:31:14,400 --> 01:31:15,890
Hello.

1438
01:31:15,935 --> 01:31:18,495
Thank you for seeing me.

1439
01:31:18,538 --> 01:31:20,439
You're standing between me and my front door,

1440
01:31:20,439 --> 01:31:23,493
so, it's literally the least l could do.

1441
01:31:25,545 --> 01:31:27,376
l heard what happened.

1442
01:31:28,381 --> 01:31:31,009
I'm sorry l called the baby godforsaken.

1443
01:31:31,050 --> 01:31:33,018
lt turns out she was.

1444
01:31:34,821 --> 01:31:36,152
l miss you.

1445
01:31:37,357 --> 01:31:38,847
Do you miss me

1446
01:31:38,891 --> 01:31:40,290
What do you want, April

1447
01:31:42,729 --> 01:31:44,754
l wanna look at you...

1448
01:31:45,932 --> 01:31:48,059
for a long, long time.

1449
01:31:49,168 --> 01:31:50,499
What else

1450
01:31:50,536 --> 01:31:53,454
There's a chance my life may change in a few hours.

1451
01:31:53,454 --> 01:31:55,190
lt may not, but it may...

1452
01:31:56,442 --> 01:31:58,535
and before it does, l wanna say two things.

1453
01:31:58,578 --> 01:32:03,792
l know what l did to you. To you in particular.

1454
01:32:04,684 --> 01:32:08,156
Like a worst nightmare kind of thing, right

1455
01:32:10,289 --> 01:32:11,688
l knew that.

1456
01:32:11,724 --> 01:32:13,851
Even at the time, l knew that.

1457
01:32:16,229 --> 01:32:18,754
What else         I'll do it again.

1458
01:32:18,798 --> 01:32:23,462
l will. I'll hurt you again and again.

1459
01:32:23,503 --> 01:32:24,834
Not like that.

1460
01:32:26,005 --> 01:32:29,065
You'd have to leave me if l hurt you like that.

1461
01:32:30,043 --> 01:32:31,006
lf we were together,

1462
01:32:31,006 --> 01:32:33,340
you'd leave me if l hurt you like that again, wouldn't you

1463
01:32:33,446 --> 01:32:35,880
Yes. Yes, l would.

1464
01:32:35,915 --> 01:32:37,439
Good.

1465
01:32:38,851 --> 01:32:40,372
But I'll hurt you in other ways.

1466
01:32:40,372 --> 01:32:42,282
Little ways. l won't mean to, but l will.

1467
01:32:42,355 --> 01:32:44,915
And sometimes, l will mean to.

1468
01:32:46,292 --> 01:32:48,123
This is quite an offer you've worked up.

1469
01:32:48,161 --> 01:32:52,894
You'll hurt me, too, you know You'll hurt me and change on me.

1470
01:32:52,932 --> 01:32:55,730
You might leave me after you promise you won't. How about that

1471
01:32:55,768 --> 01:32:56,962
l wouldn't        You might.

1472
01:32:57,003 --> 01:32:59,062
But l wouldn't         But...

1473
01:33:00,673 --> 01:33:02,368
you might.

1474
01:33:05,044 --> 01:33:06,739
Yeah, l guess l might.

1475
01:33:09,215 --> 01:33:10,614
So

1476
01:33:13,119 --> 01:33:15,349
Oh, God         l know.

1477
01:33:16,689 --> 01:33:18,122
I'm sorry.

1478
01:33:22,328 --> 01:33:24,319
So

1479
01:33:39,979 --> 01:33:42,641
Just need to get that little wine glass. That's great.

1480
01:34:03,803 --> 01:34:05,634
Hey, where's your dad

1481
01:34:18,851 --> 01:34:20,716
l got her.

1482
01:34:20,753 --> 01:34:22,380
I'll see you inside.

1483
01:34:27,193 --> 01:34:28,751
There is a Jewish story.

1484
01:34:28,794 --> 01:34:30,386
An ordinary Jewish joke.

1485
01:34:31,140 --> 01:34:33,998
A father was teaching his little son to be less afraid,

1486
01:34:33,998 --> 01:34:35,653
to have more courage.

1487
01:34:36,536 --> 01:34:39,004
"Jump, " he said, "and I'll catch you. "

1488
01:34:40,506 --> 01:34:44,567
And the little boy trusted him, and the little boy jumped.

1489
01:34:45,778 --> 01:34:49,292
And when his father caught him, he felt filled with love.

1490
01:34:49,292 --> 01:34:50,516
And when he didn't,

1491
01:34:50,516 --> 01:34:55,508
he was filled with something else, something...more.

1492
01:34:56,322 --> 01:34:57,812
Life.

1493
01:34:59,625 --> 01:35:01,217
Amein.

1494
01:35:46,172 --> 01:35:49,164
( Shawn Colvin: I'll Say I'm Sorry Now)

1495
01:35:57,083 --> 01:36:03,386
I'm gonna let you down, l know that now

1496
01:36:03,422 --> 01:36:08,155
Make you cry, l know l will

1497
01:36:10,129 --> 01:36:16,398
And why should you believe l would never leave

1498
01:36:17,737 --> 01:36:22,993
Or that I'll be here still

1499
01:36:23,843 --> 01:36:26,676
For all the by and by

1500
01:36:26,712 --> 01:36:29,909
And hard as we try

1501
01:36:29,949 --> 01:36:36,115
The bough breaks and the cradle falls

1502
01:36:37,256 --> 01:36:43,684
For everything l do that will tear at you

1503
01:36:43,729 --> 01:36:49,998
Let me say I'm sorry now

1504
01:36:50,036 --> 01:36:54,097
So you could sing our song

1505
01:36:54,140 --> 01:36:57,075
You can get it wrong

1506
01:36:57,109 --> 01:37:03,275
You can kiss the rock of ages

1507
01:37:04,283 --> 01:37:07,446
And in your wildest dreams

1508
01:37:07,486 --> 01:37:10,319
You might see between

1509
01:37:11,357 --> 01:37:17,227
The liars and the sages

1510
01:37:17,263 --> 01:37:20,994
You can walk a while

1511
01:37:21,033 --> 01:37:24,025
Down the mystery mile

1512
01:37:24,070 --> 01:37:31,101
You can beat the drums of freedom

1513
01:37:31,143 --> 01:37:34,635
And in love and war

1514
01:37:34,680 --> 01:37:38,013
Through the rush and roar

1515
01:37:38,050 --> 01:37:43,181
You just call 'me like you see 'em

1516
01:38:01,540 --> 01:38:03,531
( Bonnie Raitt: Cool, Clear Water)

1517
01:38:06,312 --> 01:38:10,146
Ooh, yeah, baby

1518
01:38:16,255 --> 01:38:20,123
l wanna feel my earth turn over, babe

1519
01:38:20,159 --> 01:38:23,890
ln this hardened winter ground

1520
01:38:26,265 --> 01:38:29,632
Feel my earth turn over, darling'

1521
01:38:29,668 --> 01:38:33,434
Till I'm rootless and unbound

1522
01:38:34,974 --> 01:38:38,910
l wanna feel my body tremble

1523
01:38:38,944 --> 01:38:42,744
When there's no one else around

1524
01:38:44,517 --> 01:38:49,318
Just this cool, clear water running

1525
01:38:49,355 --> 01:38:53,689
ln this love that I've found

1526
01:38:53,726 --> 01:38:58,686
Hey, baby, see how it can be

1527
01:38:58,731 --> 01:39:03,134
Every time you reveal yourself to me

1528
01:39:04,470 --> 01:39:06,335
I'll come running

1529
01:39:12,945 --> 01:39:16,540
When l feel my baby calling now

1530
01:39:16,582 --> 01:39:20,518
lt's like a whisper in the sand

1531
01:39:22,321 --> 01:39:25,612
When the softest rain is falling,

1532
01:39:25,612 --> 01:39:29,974
darling' l will crumble in your hand

1533
01:39:31,797 --> 01:39:35,631
Then when all that's left is wonder

1534
01:39:35,668 --> 01:39:39,764
And no need to understand

1535
01:39:41,373 --> 01:39:45,434
Well, this cool, clear water running

1536
01:39:47,746 --> 01:39:51,011
Will be all that l am

1537
01:39:52,618 --> 01:39:54,677
Hey, baby

1538
01:39:55,588 --> 01:40:02,517
Will be all that l am, all that l am